I am so unbelievably tired of being sick. Seriously. I wish my immune system would locate whatever antibodies it's looking for, and then carpetbomb the hell out whatever is currently plaguing me. Ack.

I'm up at this completely unreasonable (though I guess it's not so unreasonable now...) hour because my inhaler is out of medicine, I have no refills ( Read more... )

And here it is , 3:30 AM. And here I am, sitting awake because I CAN'T STOP COUGHING LONG ENOUGH TO GO TO SLEEP!

Will somebody please just kill me? PLEASE?

AND I'm up, yet again...*cough cough cough cough hark cough cough hark coughity cough cough* FUCK!!!

I HATE BEING SICK!!

My brain is a muddled mess of emotions that I can't even begin to put down. Like seriously, I can't even put how I feel into words. Today has been a long day...I'm feeling rotten, and I have been since last night. Headache, dizziness, general unwell feelings. I had a nosebleed yesterday morning and have had a headache ever since. My blood pressure' ( Read more... )

I feel rotten-er-est. I have a headache, and I'm incredibly sore from doing barn chores yesterday and riding the day before that. (Barn chores including helping unload 6 TONS of hay in a half an hour...) AND I have to go to work in just a few minutes and close the barn tonight. AND I have to walk a half an hour to work. I hate life right now...

I suppose it's time for my post on how my visit with Sean went. I've been putting it off...it makes me sad to think about the fact that I'm here alone again. But...I guess the few people who do actually read this and care deserve to know about my weekend. As usual, if you can't stand cheese, don't read it. So here goes:

( My Trip )