...like a box of chocolates
this weekend ... or rather.. the entire last week has been a roller coaster.
i had to get financially clear to get into school for this my almost last semester before i graduate from college with my first degree... but i didn't know where the money was coming from. God worked things out there though... just a lot of lost sleep and stress on my part. oh for the trust that i need, but seem incapable of having.
on the upside, the band is doing well.. we nearly finished a new song...just need to chop up the vocals with the lyrics a bit more so i'm not a word hog. tried out casey and hopefully will be trying out randy soon.. so we can be ready for a week from friday. we also recorded yesterday, and the songs are on our myspace.
the major major downside. lexi and, just short of 13 months together, have called it quits. our future goals didn't coincide... which is the technical terminology for saying, we've grown apart. she knows that i am incapable of giving up music and she can't be with someone who's never around because of that ... drive. and so it ends.
because i needed to hang out with people after we made that decision (we're still hanging out and at least it was a joint decision and nobody's pissed off at anybody else...but still... ).. i guess i've kind of seen it coming, but was hoping that things might work out. anyways... went over to andrews house last night and got some much needed medicine in the form of a lot of laughs. those kids are great. all of them. thanks guys... i really needed that last night.
[spunj13]
i had to get financially clear to get into school for this my almost last semester before i graduate from college with my first degree... but i didn't know where the money was coming from. God worked things out there though... just a lot of lost sleep and stress on my part. oh for the trust that i need, but seem incapable of having.
on the upside, the band is doing well.. we nearly finished a new song...just need to chop up the vocals with the lyrics a bit more so i'm not a word hog. tried out casey and hopefully will be trying out randy soon.. so we can be ready for a week from friday. we also recorded yesterday, and the songs are on our myspace.
the major major downside. lexi and, just short of 13 months together, have called it quits. our future goals didn't coincide... which is the technical terminology for saying, we've grown apart. she knows that i am incapable of giving up music and she can't be with someone who's never around because of that ... drive. and so it ends.
because i needed to hang out with people after we made that decision (we're still hanging out and at least it was a joint decision and nobody's pissed off at anybody else...but still... ).. i guess i've kind of seen it coming, but was hoping that things might work out. anyways... went over to andrews house last night and got some much needed medicine in the form of a lot of laughs. those kids are great. all of them. thanks guys... i really needed that last night.
[spunj13]