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im so tired today. my period is exhausting. fuck that noise. im bloated and hurty and tired and im being the biggest cunt alive. oh well. people deserve it. sometimes.
im fucking super excited im getting my window fixed tomorrow! almost a damn year without my drivers side window working makes a person wanna go fucking apeshit on people. do you understand how stupid it is to not be able to go through a drivethrough? and i got pulled over for the first time yesterday and i had to open my damn door instead. oh yeah i got pulled over too. sucks. but oh well. i wasnt speeding though haha. funny.
but anyway.
im excited and proud that i actually have the extra money to get it fixed. i never really thought i would and now i do and it just fucking kicks ass to be able to take care of my shit. and hopefully it doesnt eat up all my taxes, i hope to get a new air filter and my spark plugs replaces and new windshield wipers and shit with the rest. plus i wanna give mom money for my battery and i just hope its only around 200 dollars. anyway. im taking my car in tomorrow morning and hopefully they get it done by tomorrow. he was saying something of that nature. i dont want to drive the truck for long since ricks being such a prick and trying to say that im breaking shit on the truck and whatnot. i want to stay away from it and let it fall apart because hes breaking it and shit and then be like who you gonna blame now?
my last few entries are full of run on sentances and ramblings because im not paying much attention. i dont know why. oh well.
i got a date on saturday with alyssas brother. i feel bad, im going to end up doing to him what jt did to me kinda. he likes me and hes nice and all but im seriously indifferent about it. id rather be with jake, but i havent seen jake in like two weeks. dirty mother fucker. i like that boy more though. aaron is a nice guy dont get me wrong, i just dont think i want anything real serious just yet yanno? i havent been single in like four or five years. and im kinda enjoying skanking around even though im not skanking around. and also, i still miss jt like mad. its pretty pathetic. i wasnt even actualy with him but i think about him all the time and wish he would call me. honestly if he did id be so excited and happy. i liked him so much and i dont think he even has an idea. im sure i like him because he was indifferent about me, well he seemed to like me at first. but i like boys that dont like me, and the ones that do i dont want. because im crazy. but i think about him all the time, and things weve done together and how i wish hed call me and yadda yadda more crazyness. i wish i could kind of get him out of my mind. oh well. i still got a date on saturday to see FAST AND THE FURIOUS FUCK YEAH and then sunday i close with jake so im going to corner him and rape him. because seriously, im getting all hot and bothered like mad again.
and the other aaron, old aaron, hottie aaron, i wish i had a place to met him up at, because i wanna just randomly fuck the hell out of him. that would be nice. see why i shouldnt be in a relationship? haha i just wanna skank it up apparently.
damn vagina. calm yourself.
im fucking super excited im getting my window fixed tomorrow! almost a damn year without my drivers side window working makes a person wanna go fucking apeshit on people. do you understand how stupid it is to not be able to go through a drivethrough? and i got pulled over for the first time yesterday and i had to open my damn door instead. oh yeah i got pulled over too. sucks. but oh well. i wasnt speeding though haha. funny.
but anyway.
im excited and proud that i actually have the extra money to get it fixed. i never really thought i would and now i do and it just fucking kicks ass to be able to take care of my shit. and hopefully it doesnt eat up all my taxes, i hope to get a new air filter and my spark plugs replaces and new windshield wipers and shit with the rest. plus i wanna give mom money for my battery and i just hope its only around 200 dollars. anyway. im taking my car in tomorrow morning and hopefully they get it done by tomorrow. he was saying something of that nature. i dont want to drive the truck for long since ricks being such a prick and trying to say that im breaking shit on the truck and whatnot. i want to stay away from it and let it fall apart because hes breaking it and shit and then be like who you gonna blame now?
my last few entries are full of run on sentances and ramblings because im not paying much attention. i dont know why. oh well.
i got a date on saturday with alyssas brother. i feel bad, im going to end up doing to him what jt did to me kinda. he likes me and hes nice and all but im seriously indifferent about it. id rather be with jake, but i havent seen jake in like two weeks. dirty mother fucker. i like that boy more though. aaron is a nice guy dont get me wrong, i just dont think i want anything real serious just yet yanno? i havent been single in like four or five years. and im kinda enjoying skanking around even though im not skanking around. and also, i still miss jt like mad. its pretty pathetic. i wasnt even actualy with him but i think about him all the time and wish he would call me. honestly if he did id be so excited and happy. i liked him so much and i dont think he even has an idea. im sure i like him because he was indifferent about me, well he seemed to like me at first. but i like boys that dont like me, and the ones that do i dont want. because im crazy. but i think about him all the time, and things weve done together and how i wish hed call me and yadda yadda more crazyness. i wish i could kind of get him out of my mind. oh well. i still got a date on saturday to see FAST AND THE FURIOUS FUCK YEAH and then sunday i close with jake so im going to corner him and rape him. because seriously, im getting all hot and bothered like mad again.
and the other aaron, old aaron, hottie aaron, i wish i had a place to met him up at, because i wanna just randomly fuck the hell out of him. that would be nice. see why i shouldnt be in a relationship? haha i just wanna skank it up apparently.
damn vagina. calm yourself.