Dear Ashley,

[sptemberfalls90]

How is it possible to be comfortable in my own skin, when the people I wish to trust in me do not. The moment they install their trust in me, then maybe I'll become comfortable in my own skin, but I have a feeling, that she'll move out before she trusts me to do anything any more. I suppose that's just how it's going to be for a long while, because I know she'll never trust me. That's alright I suppose. I'll probably hold a grudge, it's just my nature, but goodness. I hate being angry with family. Especially Erika. It just makes me upset she doesn't trust me. And I 'm dying to find out why she doesn't trust me. 
Next time, don't take these things personally I suppose.
Love you!
Ashley