ok, WTF
wtF. im watching jeopardy, and under the category "scary movies" (which consisted of nightmare on elm street and texas chainsaw massacre) was YENTYL.
w.t.F. how effing rude. stupid morons dont know what talent is. chauvinists.
effin idiots.
this morning was really emotional for me. i told my mom about the book that i got, and she was really supportive. she said "the things you read hit really close to home?" and i said yes, obviously. in the first page there's a checklist and i checked nearly every one. it was...idk it was just kind of intimidating when i first got the book, and nerve wracking because i had to buy it withouth my dad seeing. luckily i hid it in my lap top case after i bought it. then this morning i told my mom about it after flipping through it and identifying some of the things that i've experienced. i've always been afraid to talk to my mother because she has her own problems plus she is of course a mother in denial when it comes to problems with her children. i can NOT talk to my dad, talking to dad is out of the question because...he just doesnt understand. he just refers to me as "acting crazy" or "acting like a child" whenever i am experiencing some kind of episode. but it made me feel so good that i burst into tears cuz my mom believed me.
well, i started writing this last night and now its a quarter to ten in the morning, lol i just woke up. hmm. i'll update later. <3
w.t.F. how effing rude. stupid morons dont know what talent is. chauvinists.
effin idiots.
this morning was really emotional for me. i told my mom about the book that i got, and she was really supportive. she said "the things you read hit really close to home?" and i said yes, obviously. in the first page there's a checklist and i checked nearly every one. it was...idk it was just kind of intimidating when i first got the book, and nerve wracking because i had to buy it withouth my dad seeing. luckily i hid it in my lap top case after i bought it. then this morning i told my mom about it after flipping through it and identifying some of the things that i've experienced. i've always been afraid to talk to my mother because she has her own problems plus she is of course a mother in denial when it comes to problems with her children. i can NOT talk to my dad, talking to dad is out of the question because...he just doesnt understand. he just refers to me as "acting crazy" or "acting like a child" whenever i am experiencing some kind of episode. but it made me feel so good that i burst into tears cuz my mom believed me.
well, i started writing this last night and now its a quarter to ten in the morning, lol i just woke up. hmm. i'll update later. <3