Dec 28, 2005 01:37
hm. its one thirty eight in the morning. i dont like it. i should be working. working. working. if i'm up, i should be working, not watching Friends.
im a fucking failure.
hmm.
lol, i shouldnt mention names, i really shouldnt, but...uughh man i really like harrison. i mean...he is so sweet. everybody tells me how genuinely kind and sweet he is, and i can plainly see it too. worst of all, i cant get over that smile...lol. sorry. just felt i had to share my loser-ness. hes real special, im just terrified to talk to him...all my attempts have proven to have been a supreme crash and burn...ha ha im really bad at...idk...talking to...people...idk...but oyf. idk. idk. well
yeah.
yeah...
i really should go to sleep.