dead horse?
Submitted my CV and cover letter to the people I would like most to work for in Belgium today. Hopefully I'll at least hear something, even if it's "hahahaaa, silly CANADIAN!"
As for the rest. I'm feeling pretty blah today. Reading over ING documents for my new account here, and feeling very tired. A bit like a hamster with blisters trying to keep walking on what seems like a treadmill that is taking me nowhere.
As for life... well, I'm keeping my distance from people for the moment, as dealing with their drama (and their beer,) is really very draining. I just don't have the energy to humour them, and just trying to keep my momentum and motivation is challenging some days when life requires so much frikkin' pushing here. So, I'm saving my energy for that..survival mode I guess. Incidentally, I'm down to my last 100 Euro of the funds I set aside for trying to do this thing... If I manage to finish that off, I suppose that would be the time I should be getting a plane ticket and going home.
Seriously, don't try to live in a foreign country unless you are a glutton for punishment with an unreal capacity to endure. I'm not really sure that I am.
As for the rest. I'm feeling pretty blah today. Reading over ING documents for my new account here, and feeling very tired. A bit like a hamster with blisters trying to keep walking on what seems like a treadmill that is taking me nowhere.
As for life... well, I'm keeping my distance from people for the moment, as dealing with their drama (and their beer,) is really very draining. I just don't have the energy to humour them, and just trying to keep my momentum and motivation is challenging some days when life requires so much frikkin' pushing here. So, I'm saving my energy for that..survival mode I guess. Incidentally, I'm down to my last 100 Euro of the funds I set aside for trying to do this thing... If I manage to finish that off, I suppose that would be the time I should be getting a plane ticket and going home.
Seriously, don't try to live in a foreign country unless you are a glutton for punishment with an unreal capacity to endure. I'm not really sure that I am.