maybe everything that falls down.. eventually rises.
the ah.. the fear.. the fear has finally settled in.
oh, okay. i'm exaggerating. it's not so much a fear as it is a feeling of 'ohgod.. ohshit. there.. there it goes. tomorrow i do that thing... i do that thing where i go into the unknown. more or less willingly. there are... there are changes, little deaths and little births, and now is just one of those times where you have to hold your breath and walk on in and do this thing. if only i didn't have to get up so early in the morning for it tomorrow. it is.. ah.. an inconvenient thing on top of a frightening thing. maybe the inconvenience will outweigh the fear/anticipation. though, i doubt it. if it's this bad now, i'm going to be shaking by the time i get there tomorrow. oh, body, why do you do this to yourself?
i need a good lay. or something. take my mind off of it. it makes me sweat.
in other less personal news, i am making my hoodie look prettier. making my hoodie look pretty for you. okay, stopping with the bad takeoff from sage francis. tomorrow is scary. sorry, could get off the subject for a sentence, but not much longer. i am..
i am.
oh, okay. i'm exaggerating. it's not so much a fear as it is a feeling of 'ohgod.. ohshit. there.. there it goes. tomorrow i do that thing... i do that thing where i go into the unknown. more or less willingly. there are... there are changes, little deaths and little births, and now is just one of those times where you have to hold your breath and walk on in and do this thing. if only i didn't have to get up so early in the morning for it tomorrow. it is.. ah.. an inconvenient thing on top of a frightening thing. maybe the inconvenience will outweigh the fear/anticipation. though, i doubt it. if it's this bad now, i'm going to be shaking by the time i get there tomorrow. oh, body, why do you do this to yourself?
i need a good lay. or something. take my mind off of it. it makes me sweat.
in other less personal news, i am making my hoodie look prettier. making my hoodie look pretty for you. okay, stopping with the bad takeoff from sage francis. tomorrow is scary. sorry, could get off the subject for a sentence, but not much longer. i am..
i am.