ya i never update, but it doesn't matter cause i'm so confused?? I have no school what college to go to and i have no clue if i want to stay close or move far away?? and also a little minor detail.... I have NO CLUE what i want to be!! It totally sucks!! Oh thanks beth!!

I know i haven't updated in the longest time and that's b/c i'm never really on! Way too busy!! Anyway, my mom and my little sis are gone for a week in cali! so NOT fair, i really wanted to go!! But i have gay work and stupid school to go to! well i don't really care about any of that cause i have other things on my mind like my friends and my new ( Read more... )

so everything feels so the same...i'm kinda get sick of everything. i'm really hoping summer school will bring me out of this. i'm just so sick of being here, nothing ever seems to change. and when i think things are about to get good, everything turns back around and everything sucks again. i've kinda giving up on everything. i just realized my ( Read more... )

Not doing much right now, well just cleaning. i just the the trailer for "A Cinderella Story!!" i can't wait until it comes out!!

http://www2.warnerbros.com/acinderellastory/index.html

go check it out for yourself!!

I think i just unblocked myself. kinda confusing for you, but i kinda get it. ok i really don't. but know i'm not blocked anymore so everything is ok. YAY!! Bye for now

ok so like the minute i finish writing this i'm going to be blocked from my own lj. don't ask me why, but it just happened like 2 min ago. I finished writing about me seeing the movie and puppy chow and i was blocked. ~*~* very confusing*~*~ so if i don't update in awhile, u know y!! Bye i guess for awhile

So like yesterday was pretty cool. I went with my friends to see Van Helsing...i like jumped about 1...2..more like 5-7 times. It was really scary and yet i laughed sometimes. We didn't get out until like 1 am or did i get home at 1 am. Then my mom wanted to talk to me(it wasn't a bad thing or something) so i didn't get to sleep until 2:30. then i ( Read more... )

right now i'm waiting for my dad to come back from the store so i can go to get my mom's mother's day gift. funny how it is, but my sisters left and it seems like they don't care. but i do, so that counts. anyway friday is going to suck but also be the coolest day ever. I 'm like finishing a mother's day project that is going to take like 6 hrs ( Read more... )

k, so i was thinking, that maybe it is mean of me to be mean to the ppl @ harper and i realized i don't have to care that i'm mean. ok so i was talking to this guy that went to conant with me and he was like "ya, she's so cool and blah blah blah" and as he was saying this i was like "now i remember y i don't talk to u, it's all the same stupid ( Read more... )

well today i went shopping with my sister for prom...it was kinda sad cause there were cute dresses and ya, well, prom is so fun and i'm not in high school. it totally sucks..well now i'm tied so bye

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