i can't take it anymore!!!
i can't stand it, i can't stand losing, i can't stand sucking, i just can't do it anymore. it's just too much, it's too stupid to be losing these damn games when we should have them in the bag. Losing to QO who has won a total of 1 games to a team we slaughtered last year is just not acceptable. I can't stand the stupid mistakes, the stupid at bats, and the dman attitudes. People can tell me to stop being negative all they want and that i have to be more optimistic about it and i say to that "screw you!" cause it's too hard to see us go down the way we did today. It's just unacceptable and it needs to stop, and nothing seems to be working. Having a better attitude may be a start but it's just not how this team functions. i just don't kno how this team functions, and what needs to be done for some people to commit and start playing their hearts out. god damn it!!!!!
i'm gonna complain and whine all i want and i really don't want to hear how negative i am, cause that's all i really want to do right now. but as bad as a mood that i'm in and unless i'm mad at u (which is never of course), becky, u always seem to make me feel better. and i appricate u being there, just to let me complain to u, it means a lot. i love ya!!! Powder puff tommorrow should be fun, and that equals not getting home until it's over, that should be fun. Junior banquet soon..not as excited as some other people are...oh well...i just want these few weeks to go by quickly. 17 days!!! that's a huge part of me getting thru these three weeks..i'm not really sure why...if u can understand what in the hell i'm talking about...i want u there!!! hell yeah..until the next horrible loss...later!
i'm gonna complain and whine all i want and i really don't want to hear how negative i am, cause that's all i really want to do right now. but as bad as a mood that i'm in and unless i'm mad at u (which is never of course), becky, u always seem to make me feel better. and i appricate u being there, just to let me complain to u, it means a lot. i love ya!!! Powder puff tommorrow should be fun, and that equals not getting home until it's over, that should be fun. Junior banquet soon..not as excited as some other people are...oh well...i just want these few weeks to go by quickly. 17 days!!! that's a huge part of me getting thru these three weeks..i'm not really sure why...if u can understand what in the hell i'm talking about...i want u there!!! hell yeah..until the next horrible loss...later!