Finals SUCK!
Yes, so the theory here is that final exams suck ass... Cornell University is turning a blind eye and deaf ear to the fact that 3/4 of my finals fall within one 24 hour period of time... hence breaking a university policy. Yet, no one wants to let me reschedule any of them... the story here is "not my final! do another one" well fuck that! So the good thing is that after 37 hours of a combination of diligent work, complete bs, cramming, calculating, sleeping, and eating, I will be done with 3/4 of my finals. Then I will get a 4 day break before the last final. The situation is just sucky and i want it all to be over with. It also sucks that they take like 5-6 weeks to calculate grades, which by that time I won't even care anymore. I yearn for sleep. After I sleep and wake up I just want to sleep more. I also want to understand physics and math. I feel that I am pretty close to understanding but I am just missing a few pieces. I want to understand physics and math like I understand chemistry. It feels so much better when things just make sense. I wish someone could explain it to me. I want to enjoy problem solving again. I want to feel like I have a chance at finding the answer. I want to have sufficient time to attempt all the problems to the best of my ability. I want the mean to be really low, and I want to break one standard deviation above it. I want to keep above a 3.5 gpa. I want my writing seminar instructor to pull the stick out of her ass.
that basically sums it up right now
that basically sums it up right now