Self-help Organizer

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 I have very little to say in here worth saying.  Would Sam Beckette have a LJ account?  Would Nobokov perverse over little beauties here?  No!  So Im really just changing this to a self-help progress organizer.  As you know, I love progress.

First off lets start with the most overdone, trivial goal:

•    Diet.  Meaning Im going one one.  Im 6'2"-ish and 184 lbs.  Ive been lingering at 175 for a few months and it has just steadily risen.  I hate fat people and this is a little gross.  My goal will be 145-150'ish.  I was 145 two years ago when heavilly abusing drugs, so lets see if we can get there sober.

   Ill limit myself to 800'ish calories a day.

Hopefully most of the vitamins I eat will come directly from food and not from multivatins, though Ill be taking one.  This is a problem that I think I may have in that I try to get nutrition by multivatins when I know personally that I feel much better by eating well-round healthy meals.

•    No more antipsychotic medications.

   Thats right, folks!  I gave up Abilify 3 days ago, so Im just going to go fucking nuts and log-in here, rant and rave about nothing and let the more eccentric-stylings of Mark take there natural progress.

•     No recreational drugs

    This would have been very hard for me a few months ago.  I love drugs.  I have a love affair with dextromethorphan and show my beautiful grin on cocaine, but times have changed and Ive realize my body is much less able to handle the stressors of drugs as opposed to five years ago.  Ive cut drugs out from my life a few months ago and I feel im in a good place to resist now.

•    And for today . Get a hair-cut

    *Cries hysterically*  They always do an awful job!  AWFUL!  And then I wait for far to long to get another because they suck so bad at their job.

There are two more bullet points that regard my career and education and what my relationship to people is like, but Im sick of typing so that will be next time on my progress report.