fuck dating
I've been on a dating site for a little while...and I'm reminded of WHY I don't date. Ultimately...it leaves me feeling alone and/or rejected. I'm passing over alot of girls because it doesn't seem like I have ANYTHING in common with them...and at the same time, the girls I DO write are largely ignoring me. I've sent out a few dozen e-mails over the past several weeks...and the only person that I'm still communicating is a blind girl that lives in Maryland, who messaged me first.
I did go on one date with a girl...we talked a good deal during dinner...and then on the drive to meet her friends at the bowling alley...she picked up her cell phone and spent most the drive talking on it (which is weird because she practically volunteered me to go with her). When we got there...she hardly said anything to me...and instead was socializing with the group of 16 people her friends brought with them. (who she had never met before)
Maybe I am that much of a downer still. I dunno...this post is definitely me on a low point for how I've been the past few months...I've actually been pretty happy for the most part. Trying to get back in the dating scene, however...has left me going downhill.
I did go on one date with a girl...we talked a good deal during dinner...and then on the drive to meet her friends at the bowling alley...she picked up her cell phone and spent most the drive talking on it (which is weird because she practically volunteered me to go with her). When we got there...she hardly said anything to me...and instead was socializing with the group of 16 people her friends brought with them. (who she had never met before)
Maybe I am that much of a downer still. I dunno...this post is definitely me on a low point for how I've been the past few months...I've actually been pretty happy for the most part. Trying to get back in the dating scene, however...has left me going downhill.