lucky made an interestingly good point yesterday as we were riding the train somewhere important. she said that everybody wants the relationship that i have and they think that by sleeping with us, they'll magically be a part of it. and to some degree that's true, they will be a part of it. but unless we have a "the boyfriend" scenario, anybody ( Read more... )

i ran ten miles on sunday and bled all day today. a disgusting amount. we made dinner. i'm coming to terms with the fact that sarah of kayfo notoriety is way sexier than me, but i'm way more well adjusted. we're letting kelani grieve over her grandma and I am stifling the urge to mother everybody.
i have blisters. i'm still going.

The great buckle down began on monday. my itinerary called for a day of cross-training, but it was too nasty out to swim, so i did an easy two miles and a half hour of stretching. I don't know what, if anything i expected to change. Maybe I expected myself to alter perceptibly, to become some steel-hardened bundle of resolve, maybe I expected the ( Read more... )