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As said earlier, i'd update again very soon. So, here i am! *lol* Things with me seem to be going alright. Bits & pieces of it could be a lot better, but i am working on that. I am very excited that school starts up again in about a week. I'll be taking mostly morning & afternoon classes & theres one thats a night class. Good part about that, is that i wont have to work much in the morning and get myself really stressed out and tired. It'll give me time, to relax and stuff like that. Just hope that it goes as planned, lol. The resteraunt has been doing ok. I've been doing a lot more hostessing than bussing, but thats alright i guess. Theres good parts to it, then theres the bad. The good, is that i get out early (on some days) and the bad, is that sometimes i get customers that are extreamly nice to me (sometimes say something that brightens my day up). Then theres the customers that come in and give you an attitude, and get really stubborn. Yea, it pisses me off but i know i may never see them again, but sometimes i do, lol. The regulars that come up to the bar are extreamly nice to me and treat me like family which is sometimes what i like & how i like ot be treated there. I mean, they know it's a resteraunt and people are gonna give you shit, but when i walk up to the bar to get myself a pop, i always get asked "How's Miss Emily doing today?" or by some of the staff "Hey Emily, how are you?" Ya know, just something godo to start my night off at work, without even having to think about how busy or slow it's going to get. I've been treated with the most respect their by regulars and by some of teh staff (unlike howies) that makes me want to stay longer more & more each year. I know that prolly wont happen, because i'll soon be going away to college, but until then...i am gonna try my hardest! As far as everything else goes, like i said....parts could be better. I'm trying to find a new job, thats not so stressful. I was told that i had a job out in Richmond, working on a horse farm, but whne i got there for my interview they were looking for full time, not so much part time. It just pisses me off that i was given an attitude like "so i guess i just have to work around your school schedule & my work schedule" type thing. I was then told that i'd be on call, but im not worried about it because im gonna try something else....like another horse farm, lol. I baught myself a new cowgirl hat last weekend. It's so cool! I'm excited to wear it to the Armada fair this week and to the country concert thats on friday :) Woohoo, lol.
Aside from everything up above, it may seem as if i have been in a good mood, but i really havent. I've been recently feeling that, i just can't wait until i move away for college, make it big in the music industry, or find a better job. I've been a bit depressed latly & have been EXTREAMLY tired of getting put or let down by others. Something that i have a dream, a passion for, that I LOVE to do, seems like it's all going to waste. That "something" would be my desire to sing! To some it may not seem like a big deal, but to me it is! I know of a few people at this very second that believe in me 100% & have stood by me through thick & thin. It's been rough, but i'm not gonna give up! It seems as if, i'm stuck behind a wall, and just cant & have no way of jumping over it. I want to go to Nashville, Tennessee so bad to try out for Nashville Star, but who knows when that'll happen or try out for American Idol. There's just SO much that i think about every single day, and it tears me up inside knowing that it may never happen. I know that it'll come true, someday...just seems like it wont by the way things are going right now. I just hope that those of you that have been there for me, know that i am VERY thankful for everything that you've done to help me in any way. You guys are my sidekicks! *lol*
Well, i think thats about it for now. Hope to talk to some of you again very soon! Love you all!!
Love Always,
*Em*
Aside from everything up above, it may seem as if i have been in a good mood, but i really havent. I've been recently feeling that, i just can't wait until i move away for college, make it big in the music industry, or find a better job. I've been a bit depressed latly & have been EXTREAMLY tired of getting put or let down by others. Something that i have a dream, a passion for, that I LOVE to do, seems like it's all going to waste. That "something" would be my desire to sing! To some it may not seem like a big deal, but to me it is! I know of a few people at this very second that believe in me 100% & have stood by me through thick & thin. It's been rough, but i'm not gonna give up! It seems as if, i'm stuck behind a wall, and just cant & have no way of jumping over it. I want to go to Nashville, Tennessee so bad to try out for Nashville Star, but who knows when that'll happen or try out for American Idol. There's just SO much that i think about every single day, and it tears me up inside knowing that it may never happen. I know that it'll come true, someday...just seems like it wont by the way things are going right now. I just hope that those of you that have been there for me, know that i am VERY thankful for everything that you've done to help me in any way. You guys are my sidekicks! *lol*
Well, i think thats about it for now. Hope to talk to some of you again very soon! Love you all!!
Love Always,
*Em*