It has been a while since I wrote in here. Things have been Hell....
My mom got diagnosed with skin cancer the friday before mother's day. I got 2 tickets because the cop was an asshole, gave me a 78 dollar speeding violation and a 78 dollar citation for disregarding a traffic control device. I am being sued by capital one, bunch of fucking cocksuckers. And well... Ryan and I started speaking again.
I am really trying to trust him again, but it is really hard. After what has happened, And well, There's Tim. I dont know anymore. Im so confused its not even funny.
I alone feel them creeping.They whisper and tease me.My only defense is sleepingHow can I stop them.When I cannot see.They live in dark caverns Hidden deep inside of me... Confusing fact and fiction,These moments in the dark,Then fade into the morning.It's hard to fight with no heart.
You are
Christina
Ricci!
You acted in cool movies like:
Prozac Nation, Sleepy Hollow, 200 Cigarettes
Pecker, Ice Storm and Opposite of Sex.
Take the "Which Hollywood Princess are you?"
quiz @ planetag.de Ok well... My brain is basically fried for the night. I dont know what I am doing anymore and contemplations of suicide are more and more prominent with me this day and age but I wont kill myself, unless i accidentally turn the steering wheel of my car a little to far to the right on the Bridge.......