Oct 02, 2005 10:04
Gawd... Broken phone wires, no internet, new school days, Assholes, warrants, Tuberculosis tests, Vetarans, Pregnant 17 year olds and rising in poverty.
So my comp has been down as well as whatever else has been cut off. Im not in dodge anymore, well at least i dont have to go there anymore, but i get the HS Diploma from there. I went to the VTC program and thats basically I go to two hours of classroom time which is alright i guess, real easy, then from 10 a.m. till about 2 p.m. im doin clerical work in the hospital for an internship credit, all the other credits i need I get to take all the work home and its due at a certain date. Shit is sweet i guess, except my mom has no job and were goin poor, i lost my planner so i cant contact some people if i dont know the #'s by <3, Syringe is pregnant, my anxiety is easily triggered and im doin work all day. I dont get time to talk to anyone, I wonder how daisy and Maria are, esther has a new BF im happy for her. theyre all in college, everyones busy i guess, but i bet theyre doin well. Dannys in weekend skool, and he's gonna work during the week. He keeps my chin up. Everyones growing into there own, i feel older. I also feel like the world around me is getting smaller yet bigger at the same time...weird, i guess.
Life is strange.
But im stable.. and im pretty much happy.
:)