It seems I need to clarify some things about my post yesterday. Rather than repeating myself in multiple comments, I am posting again. This way everyone can see it at once
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Well then I'm sorry, Hitsugaya-taichou, that I handled this entire situation so incorrectly. That I said what I felt instead of lying. They were already coming for me before I ever said anything at all, and I'm sorry, but I don't know what to do. I'm scared and I'm alone and fine, yes, I'm stupid. I don't want them to come for me but they are and I don't know how to stop them and I don't know how to help them and if that means that I'm weak and helpless, then maybe I am.
I tried to refuse help from everybody, Hitsugaya, not just Stephanie. Of course I don't blame her for giving up, that's what I wanted her, and everyone else, to do. But if she analyzes every person that she's going to save, and anyone that she determines to be acting "helpless" or "weak" isn't living up to their full potential so she'd rather sit there and analyze their reaction to the situation and tell them what they're doing wrong rather than actually doing anything to help, then she's not a very good hero, is she?
Would you take her on a mission like this? Do you trust her enough to take her with you to Hueco Mundo? She doesn't know anything about Hueco Mundo, she doesn't have any powers besides her acrobatic and martial arts skills, and if she's this judgemental and critical of me, why would I want her to save me? To trust her with my life and the lives of the few people who are the most important to me.
I tried to refuse help from everybody, Hitsugaya, not just Stephanie. Of course I don't blame her for giving up, that's what I wanted her, and everyone else, to do. But if she analyzes every person that she's going to save, and anyone that she determines to be acting "helpless" or "weak" isn't living up to their full potential so she'd rather sit there and analyze their reaction to the situation and tell them what they're doing wrong rather than actually doing anything to help, then she's not a very good hero, is she?
Would you take her on a mission like this? Do you trust her enough to take her with you to Hueco Mundo? She doesn't know anything about Hueco Mundo, she doesn't have any powers besides her acrobatic and martial arts skills, and if she's this judgemental and critical of me, why would I want her to save me? To trust her with my life and the lives of the few people who are the most important to me.
Thank you for your concern, Hitsugaya-taichou.
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