CLOSED TO NEW PROMPTS // REAL PEOPLE Prompt Post // March 1-15

Mar 01, 2015 07:01

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FILLED: J2, a/b/o, omega!Jared, alpha!Jensen, low self-esteem Learning To Love 4/13 anonymous March 31 2015, 06:14:41 UTC
“So then how are you a knot-slut?” Jensen asks with a smirk.

“But I don’t… They said…”

“Jared, they’re wrong. They don’t understand the value of omegas, the gifts that you are. That’s why they aren’t blessed with many, they don’t appreciate them. Our pack, I, do. We have been blessed with many.”

Before Jared can say anything else, Alona pokes her head in the door and smiles at the two of them. “Jared, Jake’s here. You wanna go on home and rest, sweetie?”

“Thanks, Lona,” Jensen answers for Jared. “I’ll make sure he gets home safe.”

“You’d better, mister,” Alona shakes a finger at Jensen, giving him a mock growl. “Alpha or not, if anything happens to him, I’ll kick your ass.”

“Yes, ma’am,” Jensen smiles. Jared gapes at her. He can’t believe that she spoke to, not just any alpha but Prince Jensen, like that.

“Wait,” Jared frowns, looking between Alona and Jensen. “She knows about…”

“That we’re weres?” Jensen chuckles. “Of course. Being this close to pack land, all the humans in the city know.”

“You knew about me?” Jared whispers, glancing at the petite blonde.

“Sure did, sugar,” she grins. “I mean, I’m not sure what gender you are but I know that you’re a were.”

Jensen gets up and once again gently grabs Jared’s elbow, leading him from the room. He stops and presses a kiss to Alona’s cheek. “Your coffee’s waiting out front with Danni,” Alona smiles.

“You’re the best.”

Jensen stops and grabs his coffee then proceeds to walk Jared home. He’s embarrassed for Jensen to see their crappy little apartment but eternally grateful that Chad isn’t home. He couldn’t deal with that as well.

Jensen looks around the small space, a frown pulling down his lips. “Jared, I wish that you’d listen to me and come back to the pack with me.”

“I appreciate the offer, really,” Jared murmurs. “But I couldn’t. I wouldn’t want to impose.”

“Trust me, you wouldn’t be.”

“I… Thank you, really. But I can’t.”

No matter how much Jared wants to believe what all Jensen told him, he can’t. He spent his entire life being told the opposite, being made fun of and tortured for being a freak. Besides, even if what Jensen says is true, there’s no way that any of his pack would want an omega like Jared around - the freak among freaks.

Jensen sighs and leaves, pausing at the door to flash Jared one last look that he can’t figure out.

~*~*

Jared is very tempted to not go to work the next day. Hell, he’s tempted to quit and run, money or not. But he can’t do that. Besides, he’d been there a week and that was the first time he’d seen Jensen, perhaps it was a fluke. And even if it wasn’t, now that Jensen knows he works there, Jared highly doubts the alpha will come back in.

After a sleepless night, Jared decided that Jensen was just being kind to Jared for some reason. There’s no way that the things he said are true.

To Jared’s surprise, Jensen is already at the shop when he gets there. Jared does his best to avoid Jensen but Jensen won’t let Jared ignore him. He stands at the counter, even when there are other customers, smiling and talking to Jared even though Jared doesn’t dare speak back. Alona just smiles and laughs with Jensen, not at all caring that he’s sometimes disrupting business. But then again, it seems like every customer that comes in knows Jensen or at least knows of him and doesn’t seem to mind. Jared’s pack - well, his birth pack - never interacted with the humans in the cities close to them.

At the end of his shift, Jensen insists on walking Jared home - even though it’s only a few blocks. He once again begs Jared to come to the pack land with him but Jared once again refuses. Jensen smiles sadly and nods. But before he leaves, he grabs Jared’s hand and squeezes his fingers gently, his gaze lingering a little too long on Jared’s lips.

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FILLED: J2, a/b/o, omega!Jared, alpha!Jensen, low self-esteem Learning To Love 5/13 anonymous March 31 2015, 06:15:42 UTC
This goes on for a week. Same thing day in, day out. Jensen hangs out at the coffee shop and talks with everyone that comes in, laughs and jokes with Alona, and tries to get Jared’s attention. He walks Jared home every day and asks Jared to come home with him. And every day Jared refuses. Jensen’s smile is sad every time Jared says no and it makes Jared sad. He doesn’t understand any of this.

Chad is absolutely no help, not that Jared thought he’d be. “Dude, he probably can scent that you’re a virgin and wants to be the first to get his knot inside you.”

Chad may be Jared’s only friend but he’s pretty much an ass.

After the second week of Jensen’s odd behavior, Jared can’t take it anymore. He’s confused and frustrated and pretty sure this is just a new form of being teased. He’s lived his entire life being bullied and made fun of but this is an all new low. He’s never had anyone be nice to him as a form of torture.

Two full weeks of Jensen always being around, Jared kind of snaps. On the walk home, Jared stops in the middle of the street and turns to Jensen. “Alright, whatever you want or are trying to get outta this, please just tell me, or get it over with. Lemme tell ya, the waiting is the worst part.”

“Waiting for what?” Jensen asks softly.

“The punch or the mean words or whatever it is you’re doing.”

“Jared, I don’t… Sweetheart, I have no idea what you mean. I’d never hurt you.”

“Then why’re you bein’ nice to me?” Jared whispers.

“Because I like you,” Jensen answers simply, shrugging one shoulder. “And I think the way you’ve been treated is horrible…”

“So you feel sorry for me.”

“No, not at all. You’re not to be pitied or felt sorry for. You’re the strongest person I’ve ever met, Jared. Surviving what you have.”

“Chad thinks that you just wanna bend me over,” Jared says softly, surprising himself. He really hadn’t planned to say that.

“That’s not true,” Jensen smiles. “While I admit that I think you’re beautiful and I’d be honored, that’s not the reason.” Jensen’s smile fades and he tilts his head slightly. “No one’s ever been nice to you, have they?”

“Before we moved here, just Chad,” Jared shrugs.

Jensen reaches out one hand and gently cups Jared’s face. Jared blinks owlishly, frozen, as Jensen leans forward and brushes a soft, chaste kiss to his lips. “Come home with me, Jared,” Jensen murmurs. “Meet my pack, let me show you that your old pack was wrong to treat you the way they did.”

Jared nods numbly, still blinking slowly, unable to believe that Jensen is not only touching him but that Jensen just kissed him. “I… I can’t stay,” Jared mumbles. “Chad…”

“I understand,” Jensen replies softly. “Just come with me today, meet them. We’ll take it from there.”

Jared lets Jensen lead him back toward the coffee shop, sits down in the car when Jensen opens the passenger’s side door, puts on his seatbelt, all on autopilot. He stares straight ahead as Jensen drives, one hand on the wheel, the other holding Jared’s, their fingers laced together. Jared doesn’t see a single bit of the scenery as it flies past them, doesn’t even really feel Jensen’s skin touching his. All he can focus on is the terrified beating of his own heart.

Jared jerks, surprised, when he feels Jensen’s other hand touch his face. He blinks and turns his head toward the alpha, noticing absently that the car isn’t moving, that they’re parked in front of the biggest house that Jared has ever seen.

“You’re okay,” Jensen coos softly, his thumb brushing back and forth over Jared’s cheekbone. “No one here will hurt you, I promise you that.”

Jared doesn’t think that’s a promise that Jensen can realistically make. As much as Jared wants to believe Jensen, wants what he’s saying to be true, Jared can’t. He’s starting to believe that Jensen is different but surely the rest of his pack won’t feel the same. He’s sure to offend or disgust someone with his scent or his freakish height or his ugliness or his stupidity.

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Jensen sighs softly and pulls Jared closer, his arms wrapping around Jared’s shoulders. Jared sits frozen, not sure what to do. He’s never been hugged before. “I promise, sweetheart,” Jensen whispers against Jared’s ear.

Jared obediently gets out of the car and follows Jensen, doing whatever the alpha tells him to; he may be a stupid, useless omega but he knows how to follow orders and be obedient. Jensen leads him into the house with a hand pressed against the small of his back, the alpha’s spicy, woodsy scent doing little to calm Jared’s nerves.

Later, Jared won’t be able to remember anything he saw, or did, or said. He won’t remember any of the people that he meet - including Jensen’s father, the current Alpha, or the seven other male omegas the Ackles pack has. He won’t remember the smiling, friendly faces and the handshakes when Jensen introduces him - or the hugs from Jensen’s mother and sister. In fact, the only thing he’ll remember is Jensen, strong, beautiful, amazing Jensen, standing beside him at all times, smiling like a kid at Christmas, and the pride in his voice when he introduces Jared.

Hours pass and Jensen takes Jared home. They sit outside in Jensen’s car, both of them silent, for the longest time. Jared’s head is spinning and he kind of wants to curl up in a ball, hide and cry, and never leave his bedroom again.

“Did you have a nice time?” Jensen eventually asks, his soft voice startling Jared, making his flinch.

Jared turns his head and blinks at Jensen, not sure how to answer that question. Everything is a blur but he remembers everyone being nice but he still spent the entire day scared out of his mind, ashamed of his body and his scent, himself.

“Your pack is just as nice as you said they’d be,” Jared answers quietly.

Jensen stretches his arm behind the seat, wraps it around Jared’s shoulders, his fingers idly playing with the long hair that hangs over the nape of Jared’s neck. “I don’t,” Jensen sighs, his brow furrowed, “I don’t wanna rush you, Jared. I know that you’ve lived through Hell but I can’t… I don’t want to wait. I’m sorry, I’m selfish, I know that…”

“What’re you talking about?” Jared interrupts quietly. “You’re not at all selfish. You’re the kindest person I’ve ever met.”

“I want you to come back with me,” Jensen blurts out. “I want you to be part of my pack. More importantly, I want you as my mate.”

The words hurt. Jared thought that he’d gotten over the fact that he’d never have a mate or pups of his own but turns out, he hadn’t. Tears sting his eyes and he pulls away from Jensen, shaking his head. “You don’t… Please don’t say that,” Jared rasps, trying so hard not to cry, not now, not in front of Jensen.

“I’m sorry, but it’s the truth,” Jensen replies, his hand tentatively reaching for Jared’s. “And I know I’m an ass, that you’re obviously not ready, but…”

“Jensen,” Jared sighs, a few tears breaking free to trickle down his cheeks. “Alphas don’t mate with omegas. We’re not meant for… forever. We’re fun to play with but an alpha should be with a beta, a proper mate.”

Jensen’s jaw clenches and Jared can scent his anger. He closes his eyes, flinching away, waiting for the blow that he knows will follow. Instead, he gasps when he feels those strong arms wrap around him and Jensen’s lips pressing against his cheek. “I’m not angry with you,” Jensen murmurs. “I swear. I’m sorry, baby. I didn’t mean to scare you. I just… I’m angry with your former pack, with your parents, for ever letting you believe that. My grandfather was mated to an omega. All the omegas in our pack that are of age, are mated.” Jensen pulls back just enough to look into Jared’s eyes. “Omegas are gifts, Jared. You are a gift, and I’d be honored to be your mate.”

More tears stream down Jared’s cheeks but he doesn’t really notice. “You deserve someone amazing, Jensen,” he whispers. “Someone smart and beautiful, like you. Someone worthy.”

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“Which is exactly why I want you,” Jensen smiles softly, reaching up to wipe away the tears. “The moment I saw you in the shop, I knew, Jared. I knew that I had to have you. Your scent, it… It’s intoxicating…”

“I’m taller than you,” Jared whispers. “I’m not… delicate or petite…”

“You’re beautiful,” Jensen counters. “You don’t have to make a decision about this right now. But at least come back with me, be part of our pack, where you belong.”

“Chad…”

“Can come as well,” Jensen sighs. “If that means that you’ll come, he’s more than welcome.”

“I d-don’t… I don’t understand. Why?”

“The non-selfish reason? You need a pack and we’d be thrilled to have you. I know that the pack you came from… They never taught you how pack is supposed to be. We’re family. And as a were, you need that. Being alone, even though you have Chad,” Jensen adds when Jared opens his lips to argue and Jared can’t help but smile slightly, “eventually it’ll get to you being without a pack. Trust me.”

“I do,” Jared breathes, realizing that he means it. He really does trust Jensen.

“The real reason, the selfish one, is that I want you there so I can see you whenever I want, so that I can take care of you and hopefully convince you that we’re meant to be.”

“But what about our jobs? Chad and I both work.”

“You can keep them or I can take care of you. I want to take care of you.” Jensen’s eyes darken slightly and his gaze drops to Jared’s lips for a second. “You’ll be treasured, Jared. I’ll worship you. Hell, I already do.”

“O-okay,” Jared breathes. “I… I’ll come with you.”

Jensen grins and pulls Jared against his chest, sliding their lips together briefly. “We’ll go slow. I’ll go slow,” Jensen murmurs. “If that’s what you need.”

Jared sighs and lets himself relax in Jensen’s embrace. He’s still not sure about this whole mate thing but the idea of having a pack, one that cares for him, is nice.

~*~*

Jensen moves Jared and Chad to the pack land that very night. Chad keeps his job at the bar but somehow Jared lets Jensen talk him into quitting the coffee shop - Jared blames Jensen’s beautiful green eyes and soft lips, he’s helpless against them.

Alpha Alan is kind enough to let Jared and Chad stay in guest rooms inside the huge house that Jensen took him to first - which turns out to be the Ackles’ family home. But Chad meets a pretty awesome beta named Sophia within the first few days and ends up pretty much moving in with her. Jared thinks they’ll actually be mated within the month. Jensen thinks Sophia is too smart for that. Jensen isn’t wrong but for some reason Sophia likes Chad enough to put up with him. And Chad adores her enough not to be a complete douche.

Jensen keeps doing his best to get Jared to open up and trust that Jensen is sincere. He’s sweet and Jared likes him a lot and he has to admit that Jensen was right about the whole pack thing - everyone is amazingly kind to him and he makes more friends in the first few days than he knows what to do with. Jared wants so badly to believe in the rest of the things Jensen said - and keeps saying - but he’s still just so unsure of himself. He knows that he’s not good enough for Jensen. But for some reason Jensen himself can’t see that.

But they are becoming friends at least, which Jared thinks is a good thing. He likes spending time with Jensen. He’s sweet and charming but also fun and funny. Behind the Prince of the Ackles pack is just a twenty-two year old pup at heart. He is constantly urging Jared to shift and run and play in the woods behind the house with him. Jared’s honestly never had so much fun in his life.

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Two weeks after coming to stay with Jensen and his pack, Jared starts to notice little gifts being left outside his bedroom door. They’re just small things - a basket full of candy, a plate of cupcakes, a few books that Jared had always wanted to read - but they’re things that mean a lot, things that Jared truly enjoys. And things that Jared only told one person about: Jensen.

Even though Jensen’s pack and Jared’s birth pack are completely different, there are a few things that remain the same. Jared may have been an embarrassment and an outcast in his pack but he knows about wooing. He’d seen his older brothers woo the betas of their choice and he knows that’s exactly what Jensen is doing with him.

Anything that Jared mentions liking or wanting or needing, within a day or two, it shows up at his door. Jensen spends nearly every second that he can with Jared, walking around town or running in the woods, talking about anything and everything. He’s even seen Jensen snarl and puff up his chest if he sees another unmated alpha get a little too close to Jared.

It’s honestly starting to wear Jared down. He wants to keep saying no, keep insisting that he’s not good enough but Jensen is going through so much trouble. And Jared can admit, if even to himself, that he fell for Jensen that very first day at the coffee shop. His scent was like ambrosia and Jared knew he was a goner.

Like Jared predicted, Chad and Sophia make it official within three weeks. Jared goes to them for help, not sure what he should do anymore. Chad is still Chad, insisting that he’s sure Jensen just wants in his pants. Jared nearly chokes to death laughing when Sophia smacks him upside the head.

“I’ve known Jensen my whole life, Jared,” Sophia says softly, both her small hands holding Jared’s, her deep chocolate-brown eyes sincere. “He’s a great guy and an amazing alpha. We all love Alpha Alan but we’ll be so blessed when Jensen takes over.”

“See? That’s what I mean,” Jared huffs, almost a whine. “He’s too good. He deserves someone so much better than me.”

“Don’t make me smack you too,” Sophia warns. Jared’s not entirely sure if she’s kidding. “You’re amazing, Jared. And believe me, if Jensen didn’t think you’re worthy, if we all didn’t think you’re worthy, you wouldn’t be here.”

“Soph,” Jared sighs, running one hand through his hair.

“Seriously, Jared,” Sophia interrupts. “I know Jensen. He’s never shown interest in anyone, in being mated. He’s always been more interested in the pack, learning what to do and how to take over when it’s his time. But now… He’s a completely different guy, and that’s because of you.” She smiles kindly, squeezing his fingers. “Do you wanna be with him?”

“Of course,” Jared blurts out, feeling his cheeks flushing hot. “I mean, who wouldn’t, right? I just don’t get why he’d want me, out of everyone.”

“Because he does,” Sophia answers simply. “Like I said, you’re an awesome guy. And you two would be amazing together.”

Jared smiles and without thinking about it, pulls Sophia into a hug. A month ago, he never would have dared. Sophia laughs and hugs him back when she feels him tense up. “Go get him, sweetie,” she whispers against his ear.

~*~*

Jared may have decided to give this a shot with Jensen, to let himself trust and believe in all the things Jensen has been telling him, but he’s still so nervous he feels like he could easily puke as he walks back to the house. He’s in his own world, not even really paying attention, his mind solely on Jensen, which is why he doesn’t catch the scent until he literally runs into his oldest brother.

Jared stumbles back, eyes wide, as he looks up at Jeff. There’s a familiar sneer on Jeff’s face and Jared wants to run but his feet won’t move, it’s like his whole body is frozen. All the progress that he’s made, all the things that he’s heard from Jensen and the rest of Jensen’s pack fly out of his head and he’s once again the runt omega, the freak, the burden on his poor family and pack.

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“What the fuck’re you doin’ here, knot-slut?” Jeff spits, hands already curled into fists. Jared can’t answer, just shakes his head, tears stinging his eyes. “What’s wrong? Too stupid to answer? You know that when an alpha lowers himself to speak to you, to ask you a question, you respond.”

“J-jeff, please,” Jared whimpers, backing away.

Jeff lunges forward, his hands grabbing Jared’s biceps but before anything else can happen, Jared hears a booming voice and nearly cries with relief.

“What the hell’s going on here?”

Jeff drops Jared’s arms, pushing him away, turning toward the house as Jared hits the ground. Alpha Alan is standing on the porch, Jensen fuming behind him, and Jared watches as his brother flashes them a fake, strained smile. “My apologies, Alpha. The omega ran away a few months ago, I hadn’t realized that he’d burdened your pack with his presence. I’ll be happy to take him back to San Antonio with me so he can be dealt with properly.”

Jensen snarls and Alan glances at his son, barely shaking his head. He hears Alan instruct quietly, “Go see to your mate, son.”

Despite everything, hearing Alan refer to him as Jensen’s mate makes his belly tingle with warmth.

Jensen is down off the porch and at Jared’s side in seconds. He lifts Jared off the ground, warm, strong hands brushing him off, patting him down. “You okay, sweetheart?” Jensen asks softly. Jared swallows thickly and nods, scooting closer to Jensen and his silent protection, unable to speak. “You know him? Aside from him being from your former pack?”

“He’s my oldest brother,” Jared manages to whisper, leaning against Jensen’s side when Jensen wraps his arm around Jared’s waist.

Jensen nods and presses a kiss to his temple. “C’mon, let’s get you inside and cleaned up.” Jared lets Jensen lead him past Jeff and onto the porch. Jensen stops and leans close to his father. “Jared’s oldest brother,” Jensen murmurs, jerking his chin toward Jeff.

Jensen moves him inside and shuts the door just as he hears Alan say, “I believe we have nothing to offer, tell your Alpha that he’ll be getting no help from any of the Dallas packs, especially mine.”

Jensen takes Jared to his own room and sits down on the bed when Jensen gently pushes him. Jensen kneels in front of him, checking him over more thoroughly. “I’m fine, Jensen,” Jared murmurs. “Why was he here?”

“My father received a request from a pack for assistance, he agreed to meet with a representative from that pack. We had no idea it was them, Jay.”

“They probably knew I was here and came to take me back,” Jared mumbles, his shoulders slumping.

“Doesn’t matter if that’s the reason or if they were really seeking help. My father will deal with it. And if any of them show up again, he’ll fix it.” Jensen sighs, his hands sliding over Jared’s cheeks, his forehead pressed against Jared’s. “I wanted to kill him,” he whispers. “I still might.”

“It’s not worth it.”

“It is,” Jensen argues. “You are. You’re part of my pack now, no one has the right to touch you or speak to you like that.”

“You said Alpha will get rid of him,” Jared replies quietly. “Just let that be enough. I… I don’t want anything to happen to you. I… I n-need you here.”

“I’m here,” Jensen murmurs. “Always. But know, if they try anything again, I can’t make the same promise to stand down.”

“I know,” Jared smiles softly. He reaches out, tentatively pressing his palms against Jensen’s chest. “Your father called me your mate.”

To Jared’s amazement, Jensen blushes slightly. “Yeah,” he sighs, letting go of Jared with one hand, rubbing at the back of his neck. “We’ve talked about it…”

“Is he okay with that? With you taking an omega? With you being with me?”

“He’s happy that I’ve found someone,” Jensen replies softly. “And he’s glad that it’s you. He likes you a great deal.”

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Jared reminds himself that he came looking for Jensen for a reason and just because Jeff showed up and made all those doubts come back, he’s not going to be deterred. He inhales deeply, exhales slowly, and leans forward, brushing a small, quick kiss to Jensen’s lips. Jensen has kissed him a few times but Jared has never initiated the contact.

Jensen’s eyes are wide when Jared glances up at him through his bangs. “Jared?” he breathes.

“Yes,” Jared nods, smiling, his stomach rolling with nerves, his heart about to pound out of his chest. He’s glad Jensen got the gesture, was able to read Jared’s intent. He really doesn’t think he would be able to get the actual words out.

The smile Jensen flashes him puts the sun to shame with its brightness. His arms slide around Jared, pulling him fully against his chest, Jared’s head tucked under Jensen’s chin. “Thank you,” Jensen murmurs. “I will spend my life taking care of you, doing right by you. I will cherish you until the day I die.” Jensen squeezes him gently before carefully pushing him back enough to look into his eyes. “I’m honored to be your alpha. I’m feel so privileged, knowing that you’ve chosen me. I love you, Jared.”

Jared’s breath catches and his heart slams against his ribs. “I love you, too,” Jared rasps.

Jensen’s smile brightens impossibly more and he presses a kiss to Jared’s lips. “I want to move you into my room,” he states. “Is that okay? Or do you need time?”

“I… I’d like that,” Jared murmurs.

“Great,” Jensen grins. “How ‘bout you go take a shower and change and I’ll move your stuff. Once you’re done, come to my… our room?”

Jared glances down at himself, sees the dirt smeared on his clothes, a few tears, where Jeff pushed him. His cheeks flush and he nods, trying to pull away. “No, Jay,” Jensen murmurs. “I didn’t… I want you to be comfortable and to not have any reminder of what happened. That’s all.”

“Okay,” Jared breathes, flashing Jensen a small smile.

Jensen kisses him again before standing up, grabbing one of Jared’s hands and helping him stand, even though Jared doesn’t need it. “Go,” he instructs, nodding toward the private bathroom his room has, “I’ll see you soon.”

~*~*

Jared showers slowly, his stomach still a nervous wreck. Telling Jensen was honestly the easiest part. What comes next has Jared terrified. He wants this with Jensen, so bad, that he’s scared to death. Now that he’s admitted it, to himself and Jensen, there’s a chance that something could go wrong and Jared doesn’t think he’d survive it.

He may be a virgin but he knows what mating consists of, knows what happens next. Jensen will claim him, which means sex. Jared hadn’t even had his first kiss before Jensen. He’s never felt another person touch him, has never had another person see him naked. He’d suffered through his heats alone, scared and in pain, needing something that he didn’t understand. Hell, he’s barely ever touched himself.

What if Jensen doesn’t like his body? What if he does something wrong?

His heart starts to pound and he can barely breathe, leaning against the cool tiles of the shower, heading into a full-blown panic attack. He flinches when the door opens, a sob tearing from his throat, and the next thing he knows, a fully clothed Jensen is standing in the shower, holding onto his arms, repeating his name over and over.

“Jared, baby, easy. C’mon, breathe! God, I could smell your fear from my room. What’s wrong?”

“I… I c-can’t… I made a m-mistake… C-can’t do this…”

Jensen pulls Jared against his chest, rubbing one hand up and down his back. “Shh,” Jensen coos. “Just breathe, calm down. In and out, c’mon.” Jensen exaggerates his own breathing, coaxing Jared into following along. “That’s it, doin’ good, baby. Just listen to me, follow along.”

Once Jared’s breathing normally, Jensen shuts off the shower and wraps Jared in a towel. He picks Jared up - bridal-style - and carries him through his room, down the hall, and into Jensen’s room. Jared vaguely registers that his room - his old room - is empty, all of his stuff now in Jensen’s room. How long was he in the shower?

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Jensen dries him off, all the while murmuring softly. Jared can’t really understand what he’s saying, can barely hear him over the pounding of his own heart, but the sound of his voice helps. Jensen slips a pair of sweatpants up his legs and settles him on the mattress, on his side, while he quickly changes into a pair of sweats himself. Jared closes his eyes when Jensen crawls onto the mattress with him, snuggling up against Jared’s back, his arms around Jared’s body. It’s only then that Jared realizes that he’s trembling.

Jensen’s rubbing soothing circles on his stomach, lips soft against his bare shoulder and the back of his neck. Jared closes his eyes and despite the unpleasant thoughts and fears still churning through him, he feels himself settle into Jensen’s touch, his embrace.

“Easy,” Jensen murmurs. “There ya go. Just breathe and stay calm.” Jared inhales and exhales slowly, and the trembling eventually slows to a stop. “Alright, you wanna tell me what the hell that was?”

Jared tenses all over again and tries to pull away, the reminder of his panic attack - and the reason behind it - threatening to overtake him again. “Nuh uh,” Jensen tightens his hold and hooks his chin over Jared’s shoulder. “Talk to me, sweetheart,” he whispers against Jared’s ear. “I can smell your fear, it’s overwhelming.”

Jared opens his eyes and stares at the wall across from the bed. “I’ve been alone all my life,” he starts quietly, his voice oddly even and detached. “Aside from Chad that is. The first kiss I ever had was the first time you kissed me. I don’t… know what I’m doing. I’ve never been t-touched by anyone else. Hell, no one’s ever even seen me n-naked. What if I mess up, or you don’t like…”

“Jared,” Jensen sighs, gently squeezing his arms around Jared’s middle, “Baby, you have nothing to worry about. You’re gorgeous.” He presses a kiss to Jared’s shoulder and continues softly. “Besides, I’ve already seen you. Pulled you outta the shower remember?” Jared inhales sharply and squeezes his eyes closed. “And believe me, love. You… Damn, Jared, you have an amazing body and I can’t wait to get my hands and lips and tongue all over it.”

Jared can feel his cheeks flush and he squirms slightly in Jensen’s arms. “But what if I do something wrong?” he whispers.

Jensen nuzzles against his jaw and Jared automatically tips his head to the side, not even thinking about it, just instinctively baring his throat to his alpha. “How’d you get through your heats?” Jensen breathes, kissing Jared’s neck, along his jaw.

“Just suffered through,” Jared murmurs, his eyes fluttering, his lips parting softly as warmth starts to fill his body, working its way out from the spot Jensen is kissing and nuzzling.

“You didn’t have a fake knot? Or at least touch yourself?”

“No,” Jared reaches up, his hand sliding over Jensen’s on his stomach their fingers lacing together. He honestly doesn’t even notice the way his body is automatically responding, without conscious thought on his part. “My parents were embarrassed by having me turn out omega so they’d never buy me something to help and I… I didn’t know what I was doing so I didn’t feel comfortable touching myself.” Jared sighs and melts back against Jensen’s chest. “They took me outta school once I presented, so I never had any kind of health class or omega education.”

“Jared,” Jensen sighs. “That’s… I’m so sorry, love.” Jared can hear the sadness in Jensen’s tone but not pity. It makes him feel better. “We can wait if you want,” Jensen murmurs.

“I… I wanna be your mate,” Jared whispers. “And I want you to claim me fully. Don’t wanna wait. I just… I’m just scared. Don’t wanna disappoint you.”

“You could never disappoint me,” Jensen assures him quietly. “I… If you’re sure, I’ll take care of you, show you everything.”

Jared turns his head enough to look at Jensen over his shoulder, searching his darkened eyes. His gaze drops to Jensen’s lips and he nods slightly, leaning forward to brush a kiss to Jensen’s plump bottom lip.

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Jensen smiles and pushes into the kiss, deepening it, his tongue sweeping out, licking at the seam of Jared’s lips. Jared opens up, a surprised moan tearing from his throat when their tongues brush together.

Jensen pulls back enough to gently tug Jared over onto his back before leaning down to kiss him again. Jared wraps his arms around Jensen’s shoulders, fingers digging into thick muscles, as he holds on tight, feeling like he might fly away if he doesn’t hold on. Jensen’s hands slide his sides, stopping at the waistband of his sweats. “Can I?” Jensen asks against Jared’s lips, the words smeared into the kiss.

“Yeah,” Jared breathes. “Please.” His body doesn’t feel like his own, his head is swimming and he can barely catch his breath. He feels warm inside and out, almost like he’s on fire, and while Jensen’s weight and heat should be stifling, should make it worse, it actually seems to help. It almost feels the same as his heat - need and desperation so thick he can’t grasp it - with the exception of the cramping pain. He can smell his own arousal - sugary-sweet and thick - and can feel himself getting wet already and he flinches slightly. He’s never gotten used to that feeling.

Jensen groans and drags his lips down Jared’s cheek to his jaw, burying his face in the crook of Jared’s neck. “God, you smell so good, baby,” Jensen rasps, nipping at the skin beneath Jared’s ear. Jared gasps, his eyes widening at the shot of pleasure that zips down his spine at the sharp, momentary sting. Jensen does it again, harder, as he shifts to the side slightly, his fingers sliding between Jared’s legs, brushing the soft inside of his thigh.

Jared instinctively opens his legs wider, squirming and wiggling his hips, wanting Jensen to touch him but not sure exactly where he wants that touch. Jensen pulls away and Jared whines, trying to pull him back. “Shh, easy,” Jensen soothes. “I’m not goin’ anywhere.” He settles between Jared’s legs, one hand curling around the base of his painfully-hard cock, the other sliding up higher, brushing against the bottom swell of his ass. “Fuck, baby. So wet…”

Jared tries to buck up into Jensen’s hand on his cock and squirm away from the hand on his ass at the same time. “Jensen,” he whines.

Jensen smiles and pushes his fingers up, swirling around his hole, through the wetness. “So freakin’ hot,” Jensen breathes. “I’ve barely touched you and you’re practically soaked.” The touch feels good but odd at the same time and Jared’s not sure if he wants more or wants Jensen to stop. “Open your legs a little more,” Jensen instructs and Jared does automatically. “That’s it,” Jensen murmurs and Jared feels his stomach warm at Jensen’s praise.

The hand on Jared’s cock moves, starts to stroke him and Jared cries out sharply, arching his back. Jensen uses the distraction to push a finger inside him and before Jared can even catch his breath enough to warn Jensen, his orgasm hits him out of the blue. His whole body trembles and shakes, his breathing erratic, as Jensen keeps going, working him through it.

Once the pulsing stops, Jared sort of collapses against the mattress, his chest heaving. Jensen leans over him and brushes a kiss to the side of his lips. “You okay?” Jensen asks softly. Jared sighs and nods, blinking slowly. He’s tired, his body sated and lead-heavy. Jensen smiles and pulls his finger away and Jared misses the feeling immediately. “Can you turn over for me?”

Jared nods again and turns onto his side, smiling happily when Jensen presses up against his back again. He can feel Jensen’s cock settle between the cheeks of his ass, hard and hot, and he tilts his hips back, body instinctively knowing what to do even if he doesn’t consciously realize it. There’s pressure against his rim and Jared’s first instinct is to pull away from it. But Jensen grips his hip and holds him still, kissing the back of his neck. “Easy, love,” he whispers. “’s okay. Your body is made for this. Your slick, the way your muscles automatically relax, all of that is to make it so you can take your alpha’s cock, his knot.”

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Jared closes his eyes and once again puts his trust in Jensen. The pressure intensifies but Jensen’s right, he feels himself open right up for Jensen, his slick easing the way. Jensen moves slowly, pushing in steady and easy, pausing whenever Jared flinches or inhales too sharply. After what feels like forever, Jared can feel Jensen’s groin pressed completely against his ass, the full length of his thick cock splitting him open. There’s a slight burning stretch but Jared kind of likes the feeling, squirms around, testing things out.

Jensen groans against his shoulder, his face buried in the back of Jared’s neck, his arms tight around Jared’s shoulders and waist. There’s pleasure just from the pressure of Jensen’s thickness forcing his rim open and the heaviness of him against a spot deep inside that makes Jared want to squirm away from and into at the same time. But as good as it feels, Jared can’t help but rock his hips backward, looking for more.

Jensen presses a kiss to his shoulder and slowly draws his hips back then pushes in again, a little faster, a little harder and Jared moans, his eyes wide when he looks at Jensen over his shoulder. Jensen flashes him this little quirk of his lips that’s half-smile, half-smirk, part reverence and part smug, all alpha. Jared blinks, not sure why but that look makes his stomach warm and tingly.

“Feel good?” Jensen asks, his voice low and rough, growly in a way Jared’s never heard it.

“More,” Jared hears himself gasp. “Please, Jensen… Need more.” Jared’s not exactly sure how he knows he needs it, or even what more consists of, but he’s sure that Jensen does and knows that Jensen will take care of him.

Jensen kisses him, fast and dirty, their tongues swirling together wetly, then pulls back, his eyes dark and his cheeks flushed. He tilts Jared just barely onto his front and pulls out, snapping his hips forward, burying himself to the hilt again. He picks up a pace and rhythm that leaves Jared breathless, his fingers clutching the sheet beneath him, unable to do anything but tilt his hips back and let Jensen go. The angle changes just slightly and Jensen is hitting that magical spot inside again and Jared cries out, tosses his head back, his whole body shaking. He’s hard again, or maybe still, he’s not sure, but all he knows, all he cares about, is Jensen moving inside him, his scent surrounding Jared, making him feel safe and loved for the first time in his life.

Jensen grunts and pushes in deep, grinding forward and Jared feels pressure against his hole. He whines, looking back at Jensen again over his shoulder. “’s my knot, sweetheart,” Jensen tells him, slightly breathless, and Jared feels a surge of something deep in his heart and stomach. He made Jensen sound like that.

The pressure increases and Jared feels himself pushing back. “That’s it, Jared,” Jensen pants. “Take it, baby. Take all’a me.”

“Want it,” Jared breathes, mewling when he feels the swollen flesh push through completely, swelling even more, locking them together.

Jensen growls and bites down on the crook of his neck, hard, breaking the skin. Jared screams, his cock twitching and pulsing as he comes again, his inner muscles clenching down around Jensen. He shakes through it, Jensen finally letting go of his neck, lazily licking at the mating mark, and Jared’s cock twitches weakly, spurting out a few more drops at the thought. He’s mated now. Jensen is his mate.

Jensen kisses the side of his head and they both relax against the mattress. Jared sighs happily and snuggles back closer against Jensen’s chest, his eyes sliding closed. He can’t wipe the smile off his face, no matter how hard he tries. Jensen nuzzles at his hair, the side of his face, his neck and Jared tilts his head to the side, mewling and keening softly as he rides the slow, steady pulse of pleasure. He can feel the liquid warmth of Jensen’s release inside him, his hazy thoughts turning to heats and pups and the future. And he has no doubt that Jensen will be right there with him, every step of the way.

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TAGGED: Learning To Love incognitosock March 31 2015, 11:47:18 UTC
Thanks for the fill! This has been tagged on Pinboard. Very sweet story, I enjoyed the read!

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Re: FILLED: J2, a/b/o, omega!Jared, alpha!Jensen, low self-esteem Learning To Love 13/13 saminredlace April 1 2015, 11:22:49 UTC
Aww, so sweet! Loved it! :*

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Re: FILLED: J2, a/b/o, omega!Jared, alpha!Jensen, low self-esteem Learning To Love 13/13 equally_dour April 7 2015, 19:23:27 UTC
lovely!

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Re: FILLED: J2, a/b/o, omega!Jared, alpha!Jensen, low self-esteem Learning To Love 13/13 zillam April 16 2015, 14:17:58 UTC
Thanks for the fill!
I Loved it!!!

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Re: FILLED: J2, a/b/o, omega!Jared, alpha!Jensen, low self-esteem Learning To Love 13/13 ereynolds74 April 22 2015, 20:24:27 UTC
Beautifully well written, I love it !!! I really , really loved your Omega Jared, he was so vulnerable but yeah strong because he was able to leave his pack and try to make it on his own.

You did a great job with Alpha Jensen, making him very caring, kind and protective. And Chad was the perfect blend of release of tension. I'm always happy when writers include him as Jared Best friend and support.

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