Leaving on a Jet Plane
So... I'm going away for a little while. Nothing prolonged or anything. But I just really need to think some things out. I mean, War being my father. My very existence breaking him and Death apart. Discovering the reason he hates me so much is for failing to be the daughter he wanted. Finding out he was the reason I was chosen to be "special." And that not only did he make me a demon that first time I died (yeah, we still haven't figured out who resurrected me and gave me my humanity back), but that I was pretty high level... And now that Az is back and all of those things that happened with us kind of came back to the surface...
Its - A LOT to handle.
But I'm trying this new thing where I don't just freak out and have a total psychotic break. Its just too much to even process to react at this point. I think I'm still in shock.
Anyway, I realized that Sam had given me that ticket to Hawaii forever ago, so I'm heading out there tonight after the wedding until I can process this all a little better.
(ooc: I'm going to be away at the beach with my family the next few days for my bday, and I'm not bringing my laptop. I'm also going to make an attempt at not being glued to my blackberry. So I'll be scarce until next week. <3)
Its - A LOT to handle.
But I'm trying this new thing where I don't just freak out and have a total psychotic break. Its just too much to even process to react at this point. I think I'm still in shock.
Anyway, I realized that Sam had given me that ticket to Hawaii forever ago, so I'm heading out there tonight after the wedding until I can process this all a little better.
(ooc: I'm going to be away at the beach with my family the next few days for my bday, and I'm not bringing my laptop. I'm also going to make an attempt at not being glued to my blackberry. So I'll be scarce until next week. <3)