Just wanted to share something with the public that I don't usually share outside my friends-locked entries on here, but this is important and it's related to Cas.
So, I dream a lot. Yes, yes, I know everyone dreams woohoo not that special, except I take dreams (especially my own) very seriously because sometimes my dreams end up being important. I didn't start actively remembering them upon waking up until I was 13, so I've had a little over 6 years to hone my interpretation abilities (which I swear is an art).
I dream different types of dreams that I have learned to recognize over this time. I won't explain all of them to you as that would be pointless, but I will tell you the type that this post is concerned with. On very, very, VERY rare occasions I will sometimes have what I deem "prophetic" dreams. They're soooooorta like premonitions, only in symbols and not always literal. I, personally, believe that such dreams come from a Higher place which is why they're rare for me to have and also why they are the most symbolic (because I believe the language of God/any Higher being is symbols). I can usually recognize them by the exceptional vividity of them (it's a vastly different kind of vivid than a lucid dream) and the amount of symbolism in them and usually these dreams make little to no sense to me until I reflect later on them for interpretation.
And like I said, they're REALLY rare for me to have in the first place. Rare in the sense that I can go many, many months or even a year or two before I have another. I don't know what makes them happen or why, they just happen when they happen and that's how I roll with them.
"Ok, that's awesome Kirvee! Now what the hell is your point?"
My POINT is that in the recent weeks I have had TWO such prophetic dreams that happened within days of each other and they were both about Supernatural. SPECIFICALLY the common element was Castiel.
Obviously, taking what I just explained into account, that doesn't happen. Has NEVER happened before. What I get from that means that it was pretty damn important.
I decided to make them public on my journal since they weren't really all that personal (as most of my dreams, even the prophetic ones, are) and you can read my detailed write-up/interpretation on both
here. I wrote them up on the 17th, but I'd been procrastinating on that for a bit so I actually had the dreams between the 10th and the 16th. Obviously long before the premiere aired and at that point the popular opinion of the fandom was "Oh god, he's going to die..." and I knew about as much as the fandom did at that point.
And THEN the premiere comes and suddenly I have proof. Which has also never happened before. I have NEVER had my dreams proven (never really needed to since most of them are personal and I only really talk about them a lot to my friends), but suddenly the premiere comes and proves that the first dream really was prophetic.
I wrote up how and why here.
Believe me or not, I really don't care, I just thought I'd share since a lot of people are still distressing over Cas and I thought the connections were interesting. Feel free to discuss/ask stuff.