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I think everyone is having a hard time. My friendslist just has that vibe about it. I don't want to add more negativity to the pile; there's a lot I want to say, but I think I'll save it.
My parents got an amoxycillin pill from Grace; we grind up little pieces and mix it with sugar to feed to Tom. He doesn't look well, but he does look a bit better when he has it in his system. He's at least aware and friendly and he actively eats, which is very heartening. I'm still afraid to hold him, but I'm not afraid of him suddenly keeling over and dying (much).
I started band camp again today. I'm worse than I thought I was, but not as horrible as when I started out. I think my problem is playing in front of other people, because I'm more worried about looking good in front of people than in my playing. I just need to focus, and I'll be good. Oh, and eat breakfast. O_O I nearly passed out on the parking lot today, which doesn't happen often, so no matter what I must have food in the morning!
So, I think I've managed to keep the wank at a neutral level. I tried to make this entry all sunshine and butterflies, but there's only so much one can do. =]
My parents got an amoxycillin pill from Grace; we grind up little pieces and mix it with sugar to feed to Tom. He doesn't look well, but he does look a bit better when he has it in his system. He's at least aware and friendly and he actively eats, which is very heartening. I'm still afraid to hold him, but I'm not afraid of him suddenly keeling over and dying (much).
I started band camp again today. I'm worse than I thought I was, but not as horrible as when I started out. I think my problem is playing in front of other people, because I'm more worried about looking good in front of people than in my playing. I just need to focus, and I'll be good. Oh, and eat breakfast. O_O I nearly passed out on the parking lot today, which doesn't happen often, so no matter what I must have food in the morning!
So, I think I've managed to keep the wank at a neutral level. I tried to make this entry all sunshine and butterflies, but there's only so much one can do. =]