I'm Not Falling Apart (...or at least trying not to)

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It just never seems to go well with me,does it? That thing call content, happy and "pull together". Instead I get more crap. I thought once I got my place I would be set. This is what happened, I move in to my new place on Saturday get, my hair done on Sunday which was LOOONG over do and was looking a mess it was almost depressing, Monday lost my job. My primary source of income just gone. My happiness just gone. That was last week. The good news is Guess is taking care of me, I get 40hrs a week and when we re open the store atfer remodeling I will be the Men's Clothing Specialist. I don't know howI feel about that because this is not what I came to LA for. But then again a part of me was like "You also didn't come to LA to be a PA. " So now what? I've been doing some extra work and started to scratch the surface of find an agent and manager. I'm a little afraid of what's ahead of me because it's a long road with lots of potholes. I can't even use my damn computer, it's "sick" with a virus. When it rains...

I'll keep praying, hopefully soon I will understand because right now I don't see or understand God's plan.

Quote of the Day: "Every night you cry yourself to sleep, asking why does this happen to me. Why does every moment have to be so hard?" - Maroon 5