Cry
What did I do to become the black sheep of the family?
Sure I tried to make a relationship work. A relationship that everyone disagreed with. Is that enough to treat me the way you all do? I'm only trying to be happy.
Yeah so what if I took time off school. I lost my way. And now when I'm more lost than ever you leave me for the birds. How am I supposed to succeed when you think me a failure? Time off school means just time: Time Off. As in I will be right back once I get things back in order.
We have three other people in the family who went back to school and failed. Why weren't they treated like this?
Why am I singled out?
How could you say things to me like "I thought you would've been the one to succeed" when I haven't even hit rock bottom yet?
It's almost like you WANT me to fail.
Is that what family has become these days? The people who kick you when you're down?
How do you expect me to get back on my feet when you keep me so low?
Yes this is a desperate cry out for help from the ones I love. Even though they may never read this. I have to put these thoughts out somewhere... even if I can't say it to their faces.
Sure I tried to make a relationship work. A relationship that everyone disagreed with. Is that enough to treat me the way you all do? I'm only trying to be happy.
Yeah so what if I took time off school. I lost my way. And now when I'm more lost than ever you leave me for the birds. How am I supposed to succeed when you think me a failure? Time off school means just time: Time Off. As in I will be right back once I get things back in order.
We have three other people in the family who went back to school and failed. Why weren't they treated like this?
Why am I singled out?
How could you say things to me like "I thought you would've been the one to succeed" when I haven't even hit rock bottom yet?
It's almost like you WANT me to fail.
Is that what family has become these days? The people who kick you when you're down?
How do you expect me to get back on my feet when you keep me so low?
Yes this is a desperate cry out for help from the ones I love. Even though they may never read this. I have to put these thoughts out somewhere... even if I can't say it to their faces.