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"If something is precious to you...
no matter how painful or how hard it seems, no matter what it may cost you, you have to hang in there...
and protect it with all the strength you've got."
How strange is it- Zac Wieber called me on Friday because it was his birthday. He was having a party at his house to celebrate with all his family. He told me that it was a long day and he was very stressed out... how hard it was having all of the attention. He didn't like everyone talking to him and giving him attention.
Only about 2 hours earlier I had gone out to dinner with my Grandma/Grandpa Precious and family to celebrate Kristin's birthday up in Fenton. And I asked my grandma how little Freddie was doing, since it was no more vacation and back to his reality. He really enjoyed being around all the big kids haha. ^.^
Haha I definitely found out, it would be impossible for my heart to turn to ice. Even if I wanted it to.
She told me that he started sobbing on the way home. "Why don't I have a daddy?" and he looked at my grandpa. "You got to be with your daddy, he lived to be an old man!! ... But... I don't even remember mine! Why don't I have a daddy? All of my cousins have daddies!! All of my classmates have daddies too. Lizzie... has her sisters... and Jamie... has his brothers. But I don't have anyone!"
My grandma said she almost cried to see my little 5 year old cousin looking so sad. He's still a baby. I'm going to make sure he knows he has people there for him. You really shouldn't take people that care about you for granted. Some people long for it more than you know.
Anyway, yesterday was the Brad Paisely concert. I actually knew all of it... haha!! Before leaving my dad plopped a cowboy hat on my head. Oh boy. It was funny, how ridiculous I looked haha!!
And Shelli's grad party was today too, which was fun. It was funny that Armando and Ken followed me into the house when I said I had to go to the bathroom. He told me he hoped I didn't find it weird haha. And when Nicki was mad, Armando and Junga hid behind me, saying I was safe haha. Armando was like, "No one will hurt Lizzie! Everyone loves her, so she's safe." haha!!
I felt a bit disheartened about the future... but I really have no reason to be. And Kevin, thank you, for you encouraging words. You always know just what to say to me. :D Also thank youagain for the Yzerman magazine, I know I already thanked you... but buying me something meaningful to me like that for no reason... is so sweet and kind of youuuuuu!!!!
OU ORIENTATION TOMORROW!!! (i'm honestly not excited i just felt like capsing it haha. at laest i'll get 6 hours of sleep tonight. more then the past week haha!!) So if you phone me this is where I shall be. Quite the party. ^.^
The things that are truly worth it won't be easy... but have faith and don't give up, beacuse as I said, they're worth it.
no matter how painful or how hard it seems, no matter what it may cost you, you have to hang in there...
and protect it with all the strength you've got."
How strange is it- Zac Wieber called me on Friday because it was his birthday. He was having a party at his house to celebrate with all his family. He told me that it was a long day and he was very stressed out... how hard it was having all of the attention. He didn't like everyone talking to him and giving him attention.
Only about 2 hours earlier I had gone out to dinner with my Grandma/Grandpa Precious and family to celebrate Kristin's birthday up in Fenton. And I asked my grandma how little Freddie was doing, since it was no more vacation and back to his reality. He really enjoyed being around all the big kids haha. ^.^
Haha I definitely found out, it would be impossible for my heart to turn to ice. Even if I wanted it to.
She told me that he started sobbing on the way home. "Why don't I have a daddy?" and he looked at my grandpa. "You got to be with your daddy, he lived to be an old man!! ... But... I don't even remember mine! Why don't I have a daddy? All of my cousins have daddies!! All of my classmates have daddies too. Lizzie... has her sisters... and Jamie... has his brothers. But I don't have anyone!"
My grandma said she almost cried to see my little 5 year old cousin looking so sad. He's still a baby. I'm going to make sure he knows he has people there for him. You really shouldn't take people that care about you for granted. Some people long for it more than you know.
Anyway, yesterday was the Brad Paisely concert. I actually knew all of it... haha!! Before leaving my dad plopped a cowboy hat on my head. Oh boy. It was funny, how ridiculous I looked haha!!
And Shelli's grad party was today too, which was fun. It was funny that Armando and Ken followed me into the house when I said I had to go to the bathroom. He told me he hoped I didn't find it weird haha. And when Nicki was mad, Armando and Junga hid behind me, saying I was safe haha. Armando was like, "No one will hurt Lizzie! Everyone loves her, so she's safe." haha!!
I felt a bit disheartened about the future... but I really have no reason to be. And Kevin, thank you, for you encouraging words. You always know just what to say to me. :D Also thank youagain for the Yzerman magazine, I know I already thanked you... but buying me something meaningful to me like that for no reason... is so sweet and kind of youuuuuu!!!!
OU ORIENTATION TOMORROW!!! (i'm honestly not excited i just felt like capsing it haha. at laest i'll get 6 hours of sleep tonight. more then the past week haha!!) So if you phone me this is where I shall be. Quite the party. ^.^
The things that are truly worth it won't be easy... but have faith and don't give up, beacuse as I said, they're worth it.