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"Destiny is not a matter of chance,
It is a matter of choice.
It is not an inevitable fate.
It is a vision for the future
empowered by actions and beliefs."
^ That is the quote that I stare at for 10 minutes every time at therapy... I liked it... and well since I had nothing better to do (although staring at the blank part of the wall came pretty darn close), I memorized it! It is quite true, quite true. We do what we can until our destinys are revealed.
So I most definitely could write right now about how blah my day was. I can't seem to be the optimist I used to be, even though I want to be now more than ever. Maybe I'm permanently changing. Hmm. No! I don't wanna. booo. :'( haha. But yeah!
Everyone's entries are so sad right now, I've been commenting on all of them, I just want people to be happy. And I don't want to be an addition to the sadness, the world has enough of that. If I must take a first step, here goes.
So... my mom is actually letting me go on Spring Retreat! Woo! (yeah... she ALMOST didn't let me go on that one either... I was like... no retreat? no project people? and then today Zac was nearly not able to do the Concert on the Hill because we probably won't be able to practice... so... all today I was like... no concert on the hill either!? next year i will just slave away at a job... mom wants me to play soccer/school/job. no time for friends. what is this? what the grr!
Haha... Scott asked me what drugs I was on today... the boy knows nothing.
And I don't want to be selfish, but for once I want to speak my mind. I don't want to say the opposite of what I feel.
and i KNOW people care about me.... even if they don't show it.
<3 you guys
1 more day until EASTER BREAK!!! :D woo!
It is a matter of choice.
It is not an inevitable fate.
It is a vision for the future
empowered by actions and beliefs."
^ That is the quote that I stare at for 10 minutes every time at therapy... I liked it... and well since I had nothing better to do (although staring at the blank part of the wall came pretty darn close), I memorized it! It is quite true, quite true. We do what we can until our destinys are revealed.
So I most definitely could write right now about how blah my day was. I can't seem to be the optimist I used to be, even though I want to be now more than ever. Maybe I'm permanently changing. Hmm. No! I don't wanna. booo. :'( haha. But yeah!
Everyone's entries are so sad right now, I've been commenting on all of them, I just want people to be happy. And I don't want to be an addition to the sadness, the world has enough of that. If I must take a first step, here goes.
So... my mom is actually letting me go on Spring Retreat! Woo! (yeah... she ALMOST didn't let me go on that one either... I was like... no retreat? no project people? and then today Zac was nearly not able to do the Concert on the Hill because we probably won't be able to practice... so... all today I was like... no concert on the hill either!? next year i will just slave away at a job... mom wants me to play soccer/school/job. no time for friends. what is this? what the grr!
Haha... Scott asked me what drugs I was on today... the boy knows nothing.
And I don't want to be selfish, but for once I want to speak my mind. I don't want to say the opposite of what I feel.
and i KNOW people care about me.... even if they don't show it.
<3 you guys
1 more day until EASTER BREAK!!! :D woo!