Shivers down my spine
Thank god it's almost weekend! And my first week at ibs will be over. Wohoo! Though, 11 more weeks doesn't really sound any better. But what I found out today is that the people at ibs are a little more friendly and helpful than the people at the actual job center. Today, I had a nice talk to the group leader and he said positive things about me, which I also could use to pimp my application. So, that wasn't all that bad. Actually, that whole thing isn't as bad as I imagined it first, but it's just sooooo damn long and boring! Only in the mornings would have been enough if you ask me. But like it is now, the whole day is just wasted.
Tomorrow, I have an appointment with a job coach. Also at that place. Just a short talk about my qualifications, I think. And I think everyone in our group has to do that. I noticed that each day one has to go there, so...
And I like our group. I only know these people for four days now, but I like them all. Everyone is real nice and it's fun talking to them.
I am so tired right now!! Almost didn't sleep at all last night! Oh what a night! I'm getting the shivers already just thinking about it... So, I was watching Harper's Island and suddenly, I hear a thudding sound behind me. First, I thought it was something from the wood, because my whole room is made of wood, you know, the floor, ceiling and walls. But I turn around and on the floor, between the cable of my laptop charger, I see something moving... o.O I'm just like "Jesus! Oh fuck!", throw everything off me, like the blanket and my notes which I'm making while watching tv, jump out of the bed, don't know where to go first, what to grab, so I put on my shoes first - if it intended to flee - grabbed this super killing spray and a fly flap and go looking for it. OF COURSE!!! it's a HUGE!!!!! black spider, just climbing from behind the charger and in my direction. I hit it, scream and then I have dead spider parts all over the floor and the heater!!! Ewwwww!!!!!!!!
I'm like a maniac when it's about spiders, you have to know (those of you who didn't know yet) and so this was very, very hard for me! I started to panic a bit although it was obviously dead, but omg! I started looking into each and every corner for more, but there weren't - thank.god.! In the meantime, Harper's Island was still on and of course super thrilling but I missed some of it! Grrr... When it was over, I was still a bit not me, still thinking about that ugly dead thing lying there. I managed - without touching it of course - to put it on the fly flap and threw it out the window. I was sure that I wasn't going to sleep a minute that night!
When I told my parents about it, of course, my mother just laughed at me (haha yeah, very funny, my tears came from laughing, too) and my father just mentioned that I'm sick and that I should see a psychiatrist, because my behaviour isn't normal. Why does my family has to be like that? They know exactly that I just can't stand these creatures and that I - above all - don't want them in my room, nor near me! I mean, that thing almost hit me!!! I would have screamed my lungs out!
So I had a hard time sleeping that night. Considered sleeping on the couch, but that wouldn't have changed much, so I spent like an hour searching my room for more things, then I went to bed, so not relaxed and I just didn't really sleep. Call me crazy if you want but that just freaks me out, so much!!!
Gasp indeed!!
+ How can Trish sleep in the car - in the forest - with the windows down?! o.O
+ They got Wakefield!
+ Creepy Madison is still creepy. o.O Why is she so creepy?
+ Omg! Wakefield's child... Jimmy???
+ Really, as often as Jimmy says that Trish fell, it sounds more like a story he made up
+ Danny's next - Wakefield could free himself [though at that part I was distracted... *shivers*]
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+ H.E.N.R.Y. Henry!!! It's really Henry! I read that spoiler before the show started but then I wasn't sure anymore - OMG!!!
Tomorrow, I have an appointment with a job coach. Also at that place. Just a short talk about my qualifications, I think. And I think everyone in our group has to do that. I noticed that each day one has to go there, so...
And I like our group. I only know these people for four days now, but I like them all. Everyone is real nice and it's fun talking to them.
I am so tired right now!! Almost didn't sleep at all last night! Oh what a night! I'm getting the shivers already just thinking about it... So, I was watching Harper's Island and suddenly, I hear a thudding sound behind me. First, I thought it was something from the wood, because my whole room is made of wood, you know, the floor, ceiling and walls. But I turn around and on the floor, between the cable of my laptop charger, I see something moving... o.O I'm just like "Jesus! Oh fuck!", throw everything off me, like the blanket and my notes which I'm making while watching tv, jump out of the bed, don't know where to go first, what to grab, so I put on my shoes first - if it intended to flee - grabbed this super killing spray and a fly flap and go looking for it. OF COURSE!!! it's a HUGE!!!!! black spider, just climbing from behind the charger and in my direction. I hit it, scream and then I have dead spider parts all over the floor and the heater!!! Ewwwww!!!!!!!!
I'm like a maniac when it's about spiders, you have to know (those of you who didn't know yet) and so this was very, very hard for me! I started to panic a bit although it was obviously dead, but omg! I started looking into each and every corner for more, but there weren't - thank.god.! In the meantime, Harper's Island was still on and of course super thrilling but I missed some of it! Grrr... When it was over, I was still a bit not me, still thinking about that ugly dead thing lying there. I managed - without touching it of course - to put it on the fly flap and threw it out the window. I was sure that I wasn't going to sleep a minute that night!
When I told my parents about it, of course, my mother just laughed at me (haha yeah, very funny, my tears came from laughing, too) and my father just mentioned that I'm sick and that I should see a psychiatrist, because my behaviour isn't normal. Why does my family has to be like that? They know exactly that I just can't stand these creatures and that I - above all - don't want them in my room, nor near me! I mean, that thing almost hit me!!! I would have screamed my lungs out!
So I had a hard time sleeping that night. Considered sleeping on the couch, but that wouldn't have changed much, so I spent like an hour searching my room for more things, then I went to bed, so not relaxed and I just didn't really sleep. Call me crazy if you want but that just freaks me out, so much!!!
Gasp indeed!!
+ How can Trish sleep in the car - in the forest - with the windows down?! o.O
+ They got Wakefield!
+ Creepy Madison is still creepy. o.O Why is she so creepy?
+ Omg! Wakefield's child... Jimmy???
+ Really, as often as Jimmy says that Trish fell, it sounds more like a story he made up
+ Danny's next - Wakefield could free himself [though at that part I was distracted... *shivers*]
...
+ H.E.N.R.Y. Henry!!! It's really Henry! I read that spoiler before the show started but then I wasn't sure anymore - OMG!!!