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It's funny how the desire to gouge out eyes, when not expressed with cursing and swearing turns to cold anger which leads to rational though as per the possible disposing of said anger in the most timely and destructive manner.
It's also funny that until Evan showed up in the pereferal of my life, I was fine, I was getting back on track and even trusting guys. Then he has to go and make a fake account on pof and pretend to be something he's not... all so he can mock me in public.
Mock me about trying to find a guy, trying to better myself and to open myself to trusting others of my own species and of the opposit sex? Yeah, that's real fucking pathetic of me for trying to do, for having hope and trust and for not being able to see that someone with no life and no capabilities has decided to fuck with me for his own twisted fun.
I tried giving him another chance, I figured hey, maybe he's lived and learned and changed. Apparently he has, except he somehow found a way to hit rock bottom of the caniving stalkers and waddled on by Celene's crazy to stumble off the edge of oblivion into something I don't even want to touch.
I am so upset, there are not words to describe it.
It's also funny that until Evan showed up in the pereferal of my life, I was fine, I was getting back on track and even trusting guys. Then he has to go and make a fake account on pof and pretend to be something he's not... all so he can mock me in public.
Mock me about trying to find a guy, trying to better myself and to open myself to trusting others of my own species and of the opposit sex? Yeah, that's real fucking pathetic of me for trying to do, for having hope and trust and for not being able to see that someone with no life and no capabilities has decided to fuck with me for his own twisted fun.
I tried giving him another chance, I figured hey, maybe he's lived and learned and changed. Apparently he has, except he somehow found a way to hit rock bottom of the caniving stalkers and waddled on by Celene's crazy to stumble off the edge of oblivion into something I don't even want to touch.
I am so upset, there are not words to describe it.