i've been noticing things
So, mainly..people like to say that they are truthful. People want to believe that they are honest and have good intentions but, mainly they're not. I've always believed in helping people, mainly my friends when they are in trouble. I have tried to this and I believe I have succeeded in most cases. Sometimes people didn't even need to ask for help for me to give it to them but, I knew it was needed so, I acted. I think that I am going to try and not associate myself with people that are only looking out for themeselves. I mean every thing on this earth needs to look out for themselves in order to survive but, there is a line that I believe is crossed by many human beings. I just plain don't like that. Care for your fellow man. Do unto others. But, even that I think is sort of skewed nowadays. Like, should I give money to a crackhead just cause I would like someone to give me money? I mean there are so many factors to take into consideration here. Humans have added so much unneeded crap into this world of ours. I'm not a big fan.
And on top of all that, I had to get a tetanus shot last night because of work. The company I work for is such a unorganized shit hole. Every day I am there, I notice something new that makes me dislike it more and more. But, I have to make money. Supposedly the place I will be moving will be done in half a month or so. I can not wait. Simply can not. I owe people money and still have to eat drink smoke and put money into my gas tank. And save on top of that. I suppose I should try and get some overtime or something. Finding another job is also an option but, me finding jobs isn't something I can easily do. If anyone knows of one, give me a holler.
I also am losing/lost faith in females in general. They still continue to do everything in their power to lie and basically be bitches. I mean am I really that repulsive and disgusting of a creature that no female in their right mind would be interested in even spending some time with me? I must emit some sort of women repelling odor that makes them want to run away. So I guess if any do actually talk to me, they must not have any good smell receptors. It kind of sucks. Actually it really sucks. A lot. I don't like living knowing that like 99% of the day is going to be filled with shit. And that's pretty much how it is. Living day to day hoping that they will stop being horrible. But, they never are. They all pretty much suck. Just different levels of suck.
Help my days not suck. Anyone..please...
SpiRaLzzzz
And on top of all that, I had to get a tetanus shot last night because of work. The company I work for is such a unorganized shit hole. Every day I am there, I notice something new that makes me dislike it more and more. But, I have to make money. Supposedly the place I will be moving will be done in half a month or so. I can not wait. Simply can not. I owe people money and still have to eat drink smoke and put money into my gas tank. And save on top of that. I suppose I should try and get some overtime or something. Finding another job is also an option but, me finding jobs isn't something I can easily do. If anyone knows of one, give me a holler.
I also am losing/lost faith in females in general. They still continue to do everything in their power to lie and basically be bitches. I mean am I really that repulsive and disgusting of a creature that no female in their right mind would be interested in even spending some time with me? I must emit some sort of women repelling odor that makes them want to run away. So I guess if any do actually talk to me, they must not have any good smell receptors. It kind of sucks. Actually it really sucks. A lot. I don't like living knowing that like 99% of the day is going to be filled with shit. And that's pretty much how it is. Living day to day hoping that they will stop being horrible. But, they never are. They all pretty much suck. Just different levels of suck.
Help my days not suck. Anyone..please...
SpiRaLzzzz