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last night was ok...... no carlos he got off really late and just decided it would be better to hang out another time. i did some errands in town then went out to sosa's where to my suprise jason beasley was. i had the hugest thing for him in high school and i pull into jacobs and hes standing on the porch manning the keg and i almost squealed........ literally. we got to talk and catch up on old times it was cool. he told me how much he liked me in hs and i never knew it made me feel mucho special and then i told him that i was almost to the point of obsessed with him because i truly was. would it have been different if i had opened my mouth like angie always told me to. but it doesnt matter its in the past and hes in a good relationship but we had a good time. he was upset by the way our guys are. they talk down to the girls(me last nite) and don't do shit. it was fun being spoiled. jason made sure i had a chair. he refilled my beer and never asked me to get his he lit my stoges and walked in front of me outside to make sure there was nithing i would run into. then he got after bob for being the way he is. i am a woman hear me roar! it was cute but nothing changed. bob showed up with this really annoying guy and i didn't like him. my bro came over with some of his friends and smoked with beasley and seth then took off cuz they were pretty messed up and had to be home or something but it was already like 3:30 and they had to go all the way to elmendorf so hell if i know what was going on. dman sat around and watched porn all nite and kept looking at me and he started freaking me out. bob tried to have a moment with me and it almost worked but his friend walked in right in the nick of time so yay! annoying friend! then i went home. the end. i hope i get to see carlos tonite but at the same time i just don't know.i need a job!