SSDD
A surprisingly little amount of life has occured since my last entry several days ago. Juco's off to Brazil for the next month and a bit, while I'm here trudging through my life. Not to say that anything's bad right now, it's just.... whatev. I've been watching Sex And The City religiously for about a week now and have ploughed through 3 seasons already, but aside from that, accomplishments are few and far between. I'm feeling a little lonely (and it's only gonna get worse until my guy gets back) and a little rushed, and although my stylish new cap advocates my sexuality, I feel like I couldn't be farther from attracting those handsome guys on the street (not that I need to, full-on monogamy here, it'd just be nice to be noticed). Also, I'm going through some rocky area with Carolynn, nothing too severe and it's never consistant, and we have a lot of fun when we're together, it's just that seems to be occasions few and far between these days. I thought the summer was supposed to be about time off, but I never seem to have enough. Interestingly enough, I HAVE been getting a little more into the swing of my secondary job, my acting "career", in the past couple of weeks. An audition, a photo shoot for a flier or something, and a new resume photo have all led me to feel a little more confident in regards to me not being a washed-up has-been (although by no means am I a star on the rise =P).
In any case, I'm not really sure how I think I should feel in all of this situation, nor how I actually DO feel. Ups and downs have become not daily symptoms, but hourly even, and I'm not sure whether I feel good or bad at any given moment. Maybe I should hire somebody to tell me.
In any case, I'm not really sure how I think I should feel in all of this situation, nor how I actually DO feel. Ups and downs have become not daily symptoms, but hourly even, and I'm not sure whether I feel good or bad at any given moment. Maybe I should hire somebody to tell me.