hhhmmmm...
I cant stop thinking about everything,... it is just really frustrating... I meen, everyone is moving, everyone is changing... and i cant stop thinking about saturday night... i hate this... i have so much homework and shit to do that i really gatta get my mind off of this... I meen, i am like the only one i know living at home still... just cuz of college making me broke... fucking 18 credits.... and about me actually making it home on saturday... i must have had angels following me or something... well... i guess i still gatta try to take one thing at a time... i just cant do that... o well.... i meen, i have so many things going on, more than anyone knows about... It is just so hard but i cant open up to people... i guess i better start practicing my monologue... i'll be back..