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one thing in life that most people my age have already done....i accomplished last night. it was fun and i'm sure i'll do it again but it wasn't what i thought it would be and all it did was make me a little more depressed.
maybe tonight will bring some needed change in my life. however, as much i as i know that change needs to happen(at least from what everyone else tells me b/c it's their business - sorry still bitter party of 1) i don't want things to change. sounds like i need to read the book who moved my cheese. if i could i would sleep all day and not worry about anything i would, but lately my dreams have been no better than my thoughts when i'm awake.
i'm ready to be done with these crappy feelings and thoughts regardless of any kind of change in my life. i did just think of something positive b/c i started comparing this summer to last summer. this summer is much better even though i'm not going to NYC. so on that note i'm going to lay by the pool and work on my tan. at least i'll be a good looking unhappy person.
maybe tonight will bring some needed change in my life. however, as much i as i know that change needs to happen(at least from what everyone else tells me b/c it's their business - sorry still bitter party of 1) i don't want things to change. sounds like i need to read the book who moved my cheese. if i could i would sleep all day and not worry about anything i would, but lately my dreams have been no better than my thoughts when i'm awake.
i'm ready to be done with these crappy feelings and thoughts regardless of any kind of change in my life. i did just think of something positive b/c i started comparing this summer to last summer. this summer is much better even though i'm not going to NYC. so on that note i'm going to lay by the pool and work on my tan. at least i'll be a good looking unhappy person.