"I don't underfucking stand!! Two faced Fuckers!!! I will Fuck you up!!!"
lol....good times.
so, haven't updated in a several days b/c lots of crazy stuff happened over the weekend and i felt i couldn't discuss it on LJ, but now i'm a little more comfy with it so i will talk about my weekend. since i last updated i now know why david duchovny doesn't love me.
so yeah friday grease opened...we had a great show...my parents and lots of other people got to see me sing, dance, wear 2 different dresses, make-up and tan character shoes. i love the energy and excitement of opening night! after the show was the cast party...which i was nervous about going to. well i was right to be nervous....it was a fun, yet nervous night. all i remember or choose to is that i got more drunk than i wanted to and got pregnant.
jk.....i'm not pregnant, nor was i ever...all i remember is that i had some deep conversations, a guy wanted to make-out with me but then passed out on the couch, and 3 different people decided to tell me how someone treats me, etc. etc. well that made my night grand...this led to excessive amounts of smokey treats, several hours of crying and one really good conversation no matter how upset i got from it. then i went home at 5am. not remembering how i got home and with only one contact in....then a few hours to sleep.
saturdays shows....i was tired and not a happy camper for a while...wanted people to leave me alone...then got over it and did the shows...went swimming in a freezing pool and went home.
sunday i went out to lunch downtown w/ danielle, brian, doug, ashley, and cali. it was tons of fun! danny is engaged....which i love her very much but i'm not sure how great of an idea that is. then had a show and went to walmart, then home.
monday....ground school and dinner with my parents...amazingly i had a great time and i love my parents!! then met craig at starbucks around 9:30 and then went home. tuesday i did ground school, layed by the pool and went swimming for a couple hrs. then went to dinner and a movie with craig. we saw monster in law w/ j-lo and jane fonda. it was really funny! i enjoyed it!
today is sleep, spending time with aaron, and then possibly spending time with my other bf. not boyfriend...best friend.
i'm excited to see a certain KM friday!
not too excited to be around some people. they just have been getting on my nerves even though they are fun people...they just need to know when to back off. for instance....please don't touch me and hang all over me all the time. another...i know you are looking out for me...but you told me how you feel we don't need to discuss it further. also i know it sucks when the over 21 people want to go out to a bar. i know, i don't like it either but bitching and complaining about not being 21 won't get us anywhere. we'll get there eventually just like everybody else did. so if the cast goes to a bar....don't get all pissy about it....it's part of life...you're not 21 yet...deal. i'm starting to finally.
so maybe since i ranted on here a lot, i'll take someones advice this week....if people make me mad or anything i will just be honest with them and ask them to stop touching me or to get over not being 21.
ok. off to shower and go shopping with aaron.
oh yeah i don't want this update to be completely bitchy. i love my parents. and my subject line and mood line make me laugh.
so, haven't updated in a several days b/c lots of crazy stuff happened over the weekend and i felt i couldn't discuss it on LJ, but now i'm a little more comfy with it so i will talk about my weekend. since i last updated i now know why david duchovny doesn't love me.
so yeah friday grease opened...we had a great show...my parents and lots of other people got to see me sing, dance, wear 2 different dresses, make-up and tan character shoes. i love the energy and excitement of opening night! after the show was the cast party...which i was nervous about going to. well i was right to be nervous....it was a fun, yet nervous night. all i remember or choose to is that i got more drunk than i wanted to and got pregnant.
jk.....i'm not pregnant, nor was i ever...all i remember is that i had some deep conversations, a guy wanted to make-out with me but then passed out on the couch, and 3 different people decided to tell me how someone treats me, etc. etc. well that made my night grand...this led to excessive amounts of smokey treats, several hours of crying and one really good conversation no matter how upset i got from it. then i went home at 5am. not remembering how i got home and with only one contact in....then a few hours to sleep.
saturdays shows....i was tired and not a happy camper for a while...wanted people to leave me alone...then got over it and did the shows...went swimming in a freezing pool and went home.
sunday i went out to lunch downtown w/ danielle, brian, doug, ashley, and cali. it was tons of fun! danny is engaged....which i love her very much but i'm not sure how great of an idea that is. then had a show and went to walmart, then home.
monday....ground school and dinner with my parents...amazingly i had a great time and i love my parents!! then met craig at starbucks around 9:30 and then went home. tuesday i did ground school, layed by the pool and went swimming for a couple hrs. then went to dinner and a movie with craig. we saw monster in law w/ j-lo and jane fonda. it was really funny! i enjoyed it!
today is sleep, spending time with aaron, and then possibly spending time with my other bf. not boyfriend...best friend.
i'm excited to see a certain KM friday!
not too excited to be around some people. they just have been getting on my nerves even though they are fun people...they just need to know when to back off. for instance....please don't touch me and hang all over me all the time. another...i know you are looking out for me...but you told me how you feel we don't need to discuss it further. also i know it sucks when the over 21 people want to go out to a bar. i know, i don't like it either but bitching and complaining about not being 21 won't get us anywhere. we'll get there eventually just like everybody else did. so if the cast goes to a bar....don't get all pissy about it....it's part of life...you're not 21 yet...deal. i'm starting to finally.
so maybe since i ranted on here a lot, i'll take someones advice this week....if people make me mad or anything i will just be honest with them and ask them to stop touching me or to get over not being 21.
ok. off to shower and go shopping with aaron.
oh yeah i don't want this update to be completely bitchy. i love my parents. and my subject line and mood line make me laugh.