Today is the day I update my Journal....
I can update, I will update it 9 times!
Ok...maybe only one time.
Uhhh...nothing happened this weekend. I thought I lost my account on Gaia, so I made a new account. But then I found that my old account was fine...but I still use this new account, and I spent most of the weekend messing around with it.
I spent most of today with Caitlin. Talked about stuff....and stuff....
Kinda realized that my life sounds weird sometimes when I think back to it.
Burning books, and throwing stuffed animals into the yard just isn't normal now is it. Hmmmm.....
Right now I'm listening to Sailor Moon music kindly donated by Makaatichan herself. It is hella cool.
Anyway back to school tomorrow, gotta study for Kanji. Looks like the big move back home for the summer will start soon...
I personally am not looking forward to it.
Blargh, being home is depressing all the freakin time. Nobody is happy there!
Oh well...
Mountains, heavy are the mountains, but that changes with the passage of time
Sky, blue sky, what your eyes can't see, what your eyes can see
Sun, one, only one
Water, it is agreeable
Flowers, so many the same, so many without purpose
Sky, sky of red
Red the color, the color I hate
The liquid flows, it drips, ripples and pours.
Blood
Scent of blood of a woman who does not bleed
From the soil the humans come
City, a human creation
What are humans?
Are they creations of God?
Humans that which is created by humans
This is that which is mine
My life, my heart
I am a vessel for my thoughts
Who is this?
This is me
Who am I?
What am I?
I am I
This object is, is myself
That which forms is me
This is the self that can be seen, and yet this is not that which is myself
Strange feeling, my body feels as if it is melting
I can no longer see myself, my form, my shape fades from view
Awareness dawns on someone who is not me
Who is here, there, beyond me here
People
My classmates
Who are you?
Ok...maybe only one time.
Uhhh...nothing happened this weekend. I thought I lost my account on Gaia, so I made a new account. But then I found that my old account was fine...but I still use this new account, and I spent most of the weekend messing around with it.
I spent most of today with Caitlin. Talked about stuff....and stuff....
Kinda realized that my life sounds weird sometimes when I think back to it.
Burning books, and throwing stuffed animals into the yard just isn't normal now is it. Hmmmm.....
Right now I'm listening to Sailor Moon music kindly donated by Makaatichan herself. It is hella cool.
Anyway back to school tomorrow, gotta study for Kanji. Looks like the big move back home for the summer will start soon...
I personally am not looking forward to it.
Blargh, being home is depressing all the freakin time. Nobody is happy there!
Oh well...
Mountains, heavy are the mountains, but that changes with the passage of time
Sky, blue sky, what your eyes can't see, what your eyes can see
Sun, one, only one
Water, it is agreeable
Flowers, so many the same, so many without purpose
Sky, sky of red
Red the color, the color I hate
The liquid flows, it drips, ripples and pours.
Blood
Scent of blood of a woman who does not bleed
From the soil the humans come
City, a human creation
What are humans?
Are they creations of God?
Humans that which is created by humans
This is that which is mine
My life, my heart
I am a vessel for my thoughts
Who is this?
This is me
Who am I?
What am I?
I am I
This object is, is myself
That which forms is me
This is the self that can be seen, and yet this is not that which is myself
Strange feeling, my body feels as if it is melting
I can no longer see myself, my form, my shape fades from view
Awareness dawns on someone who is not me
Who is here, there, beyond me here
People
My classmates
Who are you?