In the navy...
Okay so I've decided that I need to write this down so that I can properly make a decision...the navy reserves will be hard work...BUT I will make TONS of money and gain good experience and it will cover my residence, doctor(s), school and food...everything...I just need to do my job properly...my main fear is basic training though...I am not sure I can take all the yelling and it may be too structured for me...these are things I will discuss with my uncle but I don't know...I don't want to let him down and I don't want to keep fucking up my life...I need help...