Jul 19, 2006 12:08
I am in pain still from the 7 hours...:P only certain people will understand that one...my neck is friggin sore as hell...umm I was called ugly and told that I have no ass and was given another lecture about "depending on welfare and sitting on my ass". I love how people don't see that I am busting my ass...I have had interviews lately and it is not my fault that I am not being hired...anyways, at least I know that this person finally was honest and seems to be moving along nicely... PS for all those of you who think I don't know I have problems...I go to counseling every week on my own free will for a reason...Anyways in conclusion, I am trying my best at being a good person and I am sorry if some people can't see that but I don't know what more I can do. I am getting help, I have surrounded myself with supportive people and I am working on myself and constantly reevaluating myself on a daily basis...so give me SOME credit please...I'd switch with you any day...and when you have all of my problems solved we will switch back, since you have an outside perspective and do not understand then maybe you should be on the inside...