"Well, if it wasn't love, it was a lot like it"
I have a secret wish - or maybe not so secret now that I'm posting it here - that I want my life to play out like the plot of "A Lot Like Love." Semi-realistic. Not at all probable.
I just really, really love that movie.
London was AMAZING. Definitely what I needed. And regardless of the jetlag, I felt happier today than I have in a month. So good. I'm making some big choices. Drastic changes. And it feels really, really good.
One - I'm getting a bigger bed for my new apartment. Two - new apartment IS happening. (Cue my anxiety coming back at full force.) Three - well, let's just say I have a few summer surprises up my sleeve.
House party this Friday!!! Those are seriously my favorite gatherings ever. I mean, I love traveling but sometimes hanging out with your usual pals drinking all night is something I'd opt for first. Thank God Ryan has a house. At least some of us are being grown-ups with our lives.
I'm feeling so much better health wise. I have a check up on Friday afternoon. Here's hoping the medication is working!! Which I'm pretty positive it is. :)
I've finally decided to take a risk. And to stop over-analyzing everything. Nothing's perfect. There's never gonna be a good time. But I guess that's really where the fun lies, isn't it?
That's about it.
Songs of the moment:
"I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do...
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you" -T.Swift
"We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?" - Daughtry
"Do, do, do your dirty words
Come out to play when you are hurt
There's certain things that should be left unsaid
Tick, tick, tick on the watch
Life's too short for me to stop
Oh baby, your time is running out
I won't let you turn around
And tell me now I'm much too proud
All you do is fill me up with doubt
This time, baby, I'll be bulletproof" -La Roux <--- I am obsessed with everything about this song. Done.
I just really, really love that movie.
London was AMAZING. Definitely what I needed. And regardless of the jetlag, I felt happier today than I have in a month. So good. I'm making some big choices. Drastic changes. And it feels really, really good.
One - I'm getting a bigger bed for my new apartment. Two - new apartment IS happening. (Cue my anxiety coming back at full force.) Three - well, let's just say I have a few summer surprises up my sleeve.
House party this Friday!!! Those are seriously my favorite gatherings ever. I mean, I love traveling but sometimes hanging out with your usual pals drinking all night is something I'd opt for first. Thank God Ryan has a house. At least some of us are being grown-ups with our lives.
I'm feeling so much better health wise. I have a check up on Friday afternoon. Here's hoping the medication is working!! Which I'm pretty positive it is. :)
I've finally decided to take a risk. And to stop over-analyzing everything. Nothing's perfect. There's never gonna be a good time. But I guess that's really where the fun lies, isn't it?
That's about it.
Songs of the moment:
"I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do...
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you" -T.Swift
"We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?" - Daughtry
"Do, do, do your dirty words
Come out to play when you are hurt
There's certain things that should be left unsaid
Tick, tick, tick on the watch
Life's too short for me to stop
Oh baby, your time is running out
I won't let you turn around
And tell me now I'm much too proud
All you do is fill me up with doubt
This time, baby, I'll be bulletproof" -La Roux <--- I am obsessed with everything about this song. Done.