Aug 21, 2009 10:41
I'm shifting back and forth today between feeling like I DON'T want to be me, and feeling like I'm totally fine with being me. It's kind of weird.
But I think the problem is, that people don't appreciate my Allisonness.
Which kind of sucks. My Allisonness is awesome.
Well, usually.
But in any case. Ya know, people can't find many good things to say to try to get the point across to me that I'm someone worthwhile.
And I'm just like... that's it? Are you not seeing the rest? Because there's a lot more to me than that that I think is worthwhile.
Bleh. Maybe it's all in my head. Maybe I'm really not worthwhile.
Maybe no matter what I do to improve myself or my personality, it'll never be good enough for anybody.