Aug 02, 2006 00:13
I don't know what to write anymore. My world is caving in around me. I hurt. I don't want her to hurt, but she must. She has a heart too. It is likely breaking, just like my own. I desperately want to pick up the pieces and put things back together. I want us to be us again. I don't want this to be over. Why is it like this? What am I doing wrong? What am I not doing wrong? Why can't it be like it always had been? Where is that Prince Charming that was once inside of me?
This is all my fault.
I keep messing up.
These aren't the kind of memories I want to make.
I guess July of 2006 will be known as the Month that We Almost Lost One Another and then (EDIT)Broke Up a Few Months Later.
I'll leave it blank because I plan on turning things around. This entry will be editted once things pan out, for better or for worse. Hopefully, for better. Please, God, for better.