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First, I'd like to thank God for His looking after someone special for me.
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Second, I don't know what I did to deserve that, but I don't feel so good anymore. I don't even know what to write. I'm scared about a number of things. Will someone please tell me how to get through all of this? I feel like I went from knowing how to love and treat a gal right to knowing s*** about relationships and f***ing up all the time over the course of the last month. I don't know where this change came from, but it is tearing me to pieces. What am I doing wrong? I just want to be better. I want to be the best. I'm trying! F***, I'M TRYING! I still love her, as much as I always have, but if this what love is going to feel like for the rest of my life... I can't finish that statement because I don't know how.
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