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whats wrong with my me?!?!!!!
i have been asking that same question for the past ... 2-3 days..i think since monday .. but not sure..
and even more now after i slipped this morning........
blah.. school was closed this morning.. i slipped and fell on the ground outside this morning on the way to ctc.. and i drove there... no one was there for 20 mins that i waited.. no cars or nothing so ijust came back home and found out that school was closed.. so i slept till like 1:30.. got up .. went out to eat for breakfast .. then i went to a appointment i had for baker college about my Finicail aid forms... but i gotta goto work at 5:30 so not much of a school closing day if you gotta work on it.. oh well i could use the hours for more money.. blah maybe i can use some of it to just go do something soon after i get a good paycheck.. big party maybe somewhere?? i could use having fun at a party or something at this point.
well im outta here.. bye bye
song i like at this point
I've got a candle,
And I've got a spoon
I live in a hallway
With no doors and no rooms
Under the window sill
They all were found
A touch of concrete within a doorway
Without a sound
Chorus:
Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me, if you can
From the blasphemy in my wasteland
How did I get here
And what went wrong
Couldn't handle forgiveness
Now I'am far beyond gone
And I can hardly remember
The look of my own eyes
How could I love this
A life so dishonest
It made me compromise
Chorus
Jump in the water
Jump in with me
Jump on the altar
Lay down with me
My hardest question
Too answer is
WHY!!!
Chorus
Some one save me (x3)
Somebody save me
Somebody save me
Please don't erase me
i have been asking that same question for the past ... 2-3 days..i think since monday .. but not sure..
and even more now after i slipped this morning........
blah.. school was closed this morning.. i slipped and fell on the ground outside this morning on the way to ctc.. and i drove there... no one was there for 20 mins that i waited.. no cars or nothing so ijust came back home and found out that school was closed.. so i slept till like 1:30.. got up .. went out to eat for breakfast .. then i went to a appointment i had for baker college about my Finicail aid forms... but i gotta goto work at 5:30 so not much of a school closing day if you gotta work on it.. oh well i could use the hours for more money.. blah maybe i can use some of it to just go do something soon after i get a good paycheck.. big party maybe somewhere?? i could use having fun at a party or something at this point.
well im outta here.. bye bye
song i like at this point
I've got a candle,
And I've got a spoon
I live in a hallway
With no doors and no rooms
Under the window sill
They all were found
A touch of concrete within a doorway
Without a sound
Chorus:
Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me, if you can
From the blasphemy in my wasteland
How did I get here
And what went wrong
Couldn't handle forgiveness
Now I'am far beyond gone
And I can hardly remember
The look of my own eyes
How could I love this
A life so dishonest
It made me compromise
Chorus
Jump in the water
Jump in with me
Jump on the altar
Lay down with me
My hardest question
Too answer is
WHY!!!
Chorus
Some one save me (x3)
Somebody save me
Somebody save me
Please don't erase me