Perfect Mistake (oneshot)
The phone buzzed angrily on the sheets where Kamenashi had left it. Wiping his sweat beaded brow, he reach for the phone, expecting the usual number to appear. It was only when he glanced at the I'D he froze. It wasn't what he had expected. The number itself wasn't even a Japanese calling code. A nervous feeling came over Kame as he shakily flip up his phone and place it to his ear.
"M-moshi moshi?" he spoke quietly in Japanese.
From the receiver he could hear a rumble of voices and street noises. No one answered. Just as Kame thought about hanging up, a louder voice than the noises from the rumbling voices was heard. It was a male voice speaking in harsh English.
"This is Kamenashi Kazuya?"
Kame paused for a moment wondering who on earth would be calling him from another country that spoke English. He hardly knew any English people for that matter. He then replied in his best attempt at the language. "yes, this is Kamenashi." he felt his face flush with embarrassment at his accent even though he was sure the man couldn't care less. "w-who is this?"
There was more noises and the sound of a car speeding wildly. The man then replied.
"Your in a band called-" there was a pause then the man replied with a bad pronunciation. " 'Kat-Tun? Is that right?"
" Yes..." Kame replied confused. Why did this English man know about him? Did he have connections to Johnny's? There more noise on the phone then the man yelled loudly a name that Kame didn't quit catch. He stayed silent listening to the street noises disappearing and the echoing footsteps on hollow Walls. His ears picked up voices and he squeezed the phone to his ear tying to hear who was speaking. He couldn't understand the accents they were speaking in but they were all speaking English. Soon Kame spoke. " I'm hanging up now if no body is going to tell me who this is." there was a ruffling noise and then a voice that Kame knew all so well spoke huskily down the phone
" Kame-chan..."
Kame gasped in shock and almost dropped the phone from his hand. " J-Jin!?"
***
Kame stared at his watch. 5:56am. Jin would phone soon, like he did every day. It had became a habit now, Kame getting up at 5:30 just to wait for Jin to call him. The time difference was quit large but at least they could call each other at reasonable times. In America, Jin would be calling at 2pm in the afternoon and it would be at 6am in Japan that Kame would receive the call. But Kame had no idea that the phone call he was waiting on wouldnt come. Kame stared at his phone for a long time but nothing came not even a text. Kame sighed, giving into the fact that Jin wasn't going to call. He hadn't in a week.
' he must be busy.' Kame told himself. But there were rumours going round that Jin had found himself a girlfriend out in America. Obviously no one knew about Jin phoning Kame and Kame didn't want to tell anyone. He just acted like he always had, maybe just a little bit quieter, but everyone had to expect that. His band mate, and best friend had left him to go to America. To start a whole new career. Of course Kame let people think what they want. In a way he was pleased that he was the only one keeping up to date with Jin. And he was the only one Jin called and talked too. It could have been Yamapi, Jin's best friend, which would have made much more sense but no. Jin had chosen Kame over Yamapi, and Kame was grateful for that. But the rumour were starting to get to him. Did Jin just phone him, because he was bored. Whenever he was on the phone, he never sounded happy to be talking to Kame, of even pleased that Kame would actually talk to him after the huge argument they had before he left. It was almost as if Jin forgot it ever happend. And Kame didn't want to be the one to bring it up incase he couldnt speak to Jin again. The truth was, Kame missed Jin, more than he should. He thought about Jin. Thoughts that friends should not have about other friends. He thought about how Jin's body would feel pressed close to Kame's. How Jin's lips would taste if they were to kiss...
He wondered how long it would take before he was madly in love with his ex member. Not long. Not long at all
***
It had been over 2 weeks and Jin still hadn't called. It hurt Kame but he didn't show it. He couldn't show it, nit after everyone thought that he hadnt talked to Jin in so long. But inside he could feel his sadness eating away at him. Did Jin really have a girlfriend? Did he ever really want to have a conversation with Kame? Or was he just a detraction so Jin wouldn't be bored?
These questions taunted Kame everyday, bouncing around in his head, confusing in with his other thoughts. Somedays it was so bad it would keep
him up all night and he would get ill from lack of sleep. This was when the rest of the band began to worry.
"is there something bothering you Kame?" Asked Koki one day when they were all enjoying lunch. Kame looked up from his uneaten sandwich and shocks his head. Koki looked worriedly at him. " you sure? You haven't been eating properly lately..."
"I fine." Kame insisted irritably. " I'm just not hungry."
"...and you've been really quiet lately. What's on your mind?"
"work." Kame lied. He looked at the band, who cast concerned looks at him. " excuse me."
Kame got up from the table and walked away, leaving the others wondering worriedly about him.
Koki sighed watch Kame leave.
"Why is he pushing us away all of a sudden?"
A few days later, Kame received a text from an unknown number.
'meet me on the street nxt 2 JE. I'll B waiting.'
He understood that 'JE' meant 'Johnny's Entertainment' but why would someone want to meet him out in he street? Suddenly a thought crossed his mind. Could it be Jin? He got up from his bed suddenly and changed into the closest clothes he could find. Pulling his old converse on he raced from his bed room and out through the back of the building. He ran quickly through the streets to the place Jin had asked to meet him. But suddenly he came to a halt. What if it's not Jin? Puffing out of breath Kame stood for a while his leg trembling. He looked up and around at the empty street. Not a single person was there, not even a car drove past. Kame shivered from the cold night air under his thin jumper. He wrapped his arms around his torso to try and keep warm. Slowly the realisation hit him. How could Jin be texting him to meet up if he was in America. A sudden anger welled up in Kame's chest. An anger at himself for being for being so wrapped up in thoughts of Jin.
Tears of anger slowly escaped his eyes and raced down his cheeks. He wiped them away in frustration but they didn't stop.
"Why am I such an idiot?!" Kame mumbled to himself as he continued to wipe away the ever flowing tears. "what the hell am I doing here."
"I thought you were here to see me."
Kame froze as a strong arm wrapped around his shoulders. He turned and was confronted by the image he was hoping to see for so long. Jin smiled softly at him, and moved his damp fringe away from his pale face. "Whats wrong mm?"
Just hearing Jin's voice again made Kame's tears increase.
"J-J-Jin... Nnggh." Kame covered his face with his hands. He didn't want Jin to see him cry. Jin didn't say anything. To Kame's surprise he pulled him close and held him tightly, swaying gently.
"hey Kazuya... Come on, I didn't come to see you cry. Infact I didnt think you even cried." Jin's attempt to lighten the mood didn't work well, but Kame smiled up at him anyway. "w-what are you d-doing here?"
Jin put his finger to his lips and smiled. "shh. No one knows I'm here. I came here just to see you. I missed you Kazuya."
Kame wiped his eyes again and this time smiled for real. Jin really missed him. He did care about him after all. "I missed y-you too Jin." Kame stood closer to the taller man, cuddling in softly to his chest. Jin wrapped his arms round him again and leaned his head in Kame's shoulder. Kame shivered and hugged into Jin more, trying to hold on to body heat. Jin chuckled lightly. "your cold. Come on, I'll take you back to the hotel." Jin let go of Kame and began to walk away. Kame hesitated to follow. Jin stopped and turned. "are you coming?"
Kame chewed on his lip. " I don't know Jin... I'm not even supposed to leave the building. I'll get in trouble if they find out ive even left right now..."
Jin stared at him with a look that made Kame draw back. He slowly began walking towards him. "Do you still listen to everything they tell you?" Jin sniffed irritably. He walked past Kame and down the street. When Kame hesitated again Jin sighed and spun on his heel. "well? are we going back or not?"
Kame tipped his head confused. "Back where?"
Jin rolled his eyes and glared at Kame. " where do you think! your room? Or am I not allowed there either?"
Kame looked at Jin, trying to hide that he was hurt a little by the way Jin was speaking to him, he walked to catch up with him.
"So, ah! How is America?" Kame broke the silence.
Jin merely shrugged. "Same as here really, big buildings and lots of people."
Kame nodded. Then a thought rose up in his mind.
"w-what about the girls?"
Jin shot him a puzzled look. "Girls?"
Kame nodded again. "yeah, what are they like?"
"uh, y'know, girly?"
Kame laughed and Jin smiled.
"why? Are you jealous?"
Kame's laughing stop and he Coughed.
"n-no! I was just wondering!"
But in his head Kame knew that his jealousy was almost brimming over. They began walking in silence until they reached the edge of the street. The building stood dauntingly in the dark and Kame gulped. "if anyone sees you Jin, we'll both be in big trouble... We'll have took sneak in through the staff door.."
Kame chewed his lip again thinking out his plan. He only realised that Jin was staring at him when he glanced over. His face suddenly flushed red. "w-what?"
Jin smiled. "your cute when you do that."
Kame beamed bright red and he looked down. "okay Jin, I'll go in first and you follow me. I'll warn you if anyone is there..."
Suddenly Jin grabbed Kame's arm. Kame looked at him and blinked. "hm?"
Jin smiled softly. "cover your eyes Kazuya."
Kame furrowed his eyebrows in confusion but obediently but his hands over his eyes. Nothing happened at first, but then something soft brushed Kame's cold lips. He flinched back but strong hands caught hold of him and pushed his lips into others. Kame realised then what was going on. Jin kissed Kame passionately, move his lips in sinc
With his. Kame could feel Jin's hot breath as the kisses grew deeper and more urgent. A small moan rose up in Kame's throat which made Jin shiver in excitement.
Jin held Kame close, their bodies in close contact. Kame suddenly smiled into the kiss. Jin felt soft but still strong. Just the way he thought he would feel.
A while later Jin's warm lips left Kame's now moist and needy lips.
"now," Jin voice was husky and sexy. "Are we going? Ah, and you can take your hands down now." he giggled lightly. Kame blushed a little and lowered his hands. Jin smiled and gestured to the building. Kame stood for a moment then nodded and turned and walked with Jin towards the building.
Kame pushed the staff door open and looked around. The lights were off and no body could be seen. Kame took a deep breath and quietly tip-toed across the tiled floor. Reaching the stairs, Kame turned and gestured to Jin to follow. Jin followed Kame, walking with his hand in his pocket. "Kame, we don't have to sneak around like we're robbing the place."
Kame sighed and took Jin up the stairs to the rooms. Jin glanced around at his surroundings. "Not changed much has it?"
Kame chuckled. "you've not been away that long y'know."
"heh that's true."
They walked along in silence until they reached Kame's room door.
Kame glanced around again, making entirely sure nobody was watching, the open his door and ushered Jin inside, closing it quickly behind him. He leaned against it breathed out a sigh of relief. Jin sat down on Kame's bed eyeing him up. Kame smiled and moved slowly to sit beside him.
"y'know it's good to see you Jin." he paused and then mumbled quietly. "sorry for everything I said before you left..."
Jin laughed and laid a hand in Kame's shoulder. "what done is done Kazu, can't change anything now, so don't worry. I knew you were just angry.."
"But I shouldn't have been!" Kame protested. " I should be happy for you instead of acting like a little bitch."
Jin sniggered loudly at Kame's comment then looked at him seriously. "do you want to make it up to me then?"
Kame nodded. "yeah, what would you like to do? We could go to the cinema or out drinking, I'll pay."
Jin shook his head. "can I choose?"
"of course."
A smirk spread across Jin's face as he suddenly pushed Kame back a little. Kame blinked in shock.
"J-Jin? What-"
"oh come on Kame. Do you think you are going to forget about our little kiss that easily."
Kame stared at him. The truth was Kame was just going pass the kiss off as nothing but a one off. Seen as Jin hadn't seen him in so long. But Jin had other ideas. "Kame-chan, sleep with me."
Kame coughed and looked at him wide eyed.
"wh-what!?"
Jin's smirk grew as he pushed Kame down further into his bed. "Sleep with me Kazuya."
Suddenly Jin crushed Kame's lips with his, forcing his tongue forcefully into Kame's mouth, roaming around blissfully. Kame moaned in shock but also in pleasure. Jin pressed his weight down onto Kame, moving himself in between the smaller's legs. Kame clutched at Jin's open jacket as he fought Jin's Tongue with his own, also pressing himself against Jin's hard muscular torso. Jin broke the kiss with a gasp for breath and lowers his head to Kame's flushed face.
"will you? Kazuya?"
A tiny nod from Kame was all that he needed. Jin was soon trailing off his jacket and shirt throwing them onto Kame's floor. He Lifted up Kame's thin jumper, trailing his eyes along the fit naked torso underneath him. Kame shivered in the cold, goosebumps rising over his skin. Jin smirked, lowered his head and began kissing up Kames stomach to his chest where he paused and looked at his uke. Kame was breathing heavily and watching him with a slight tremble of fear. Jin reached up and rested a hand on his face.
"Kazuya, please don't be scared." he stroked his thumb across Kame's cheekbone softly. "I'd never hurt you." his voice was now a reassuring whisper. "I promise."
Kame nodded breathlessly. Jin nodded and removed his hand from his face. "tell me stop if you want me too." Jin stated.
Kame nodded again.
Jin then lowered his head down and secured his mouth over Kame's right nipple and began sucking it gently. Even the softness made Kame groan and run his fingers through Jin's hair. "aah! J-Jin!" Jin circled his tongue around the nipple then across it, making Kame buck his hips to Jin's groaning softly. After it was hard , Jin released it and began licking down slowly to Kames stomach, leaving a light trail of saliva. When he reached his stomach he planted small kisses across it. Kame shivered and stroked Jin's hair.
Jin looked up at him again. "okay Kame if your really don't want to do this, tell me now."
Kame went silent for a moment, then sat up, looking Jin straight in the eye.
"I... I want to do this. I want you to fuck me."
Jin reared back a little and shook his head. "Kame, I would never," he screwed his nose up. "'Fuck you'...
I'll sleep with you. I'll have sex with you. But will never fuck you."
Everything was silent for a moment.
"will you... Make love with me?"
Another silence but this time it wasn't filled. Jin didn't reply with words but with action. He suddenly grabbed Kames growing erection and pumped it hard. Kame fell back and groaned loudly. "Ahhhh!"
Jin then franticly pulled down Kame's jeans and boxers in one fluent motion and threw them on the ground, revealing Kames length. Jin then put his hands under Kames legs and held them up a little.
With out warning, he swallowed Kames member wholly into his warm, moist mouth and sucked hard.
Kame grabbed the sheets and moaned Jin's name as he felt his member growing ever harder in Jin's wet mouth. Suddenly Kame almost choked as he felt Jin's Tongue join in, licking from the shaft to the head then continued to suck madly. Kame gasped.
"Jin! I-I Ahhhh! I'm gonna..."
Suddenly Jin stopped and pinned Kame down, licking his lips.
"no. I won't let you yet." he smirked and pushes his groin against his. Kame gasped and stared at Jin, his hair stuck to his damp forehead and his breath uneven. Was this really happening?
Jin sat up and began to undo his belt. He slipped his jeans and boxers off, revealing his essential.
Kame couldn't help but look, and blush harder. He had seen Jin naked before, in showers an changing rooms, but never intimately. He leaned up and kissed Jin's eager lips. Jin returned it by biting down on Kames lip. It gave him a shiver of pleasure as Kames whimpers echoed around the silent room.
"mm, Kame." Jin moaned leaning down over him. " I want you, now."
Kame wrapped his arms around Jin's neck and nuzzled him. "I want you to have me." he murmured. Jin grabbed Kames chin and held it tight causing Kame to whimper again. He pushed his head away from his neck and held his face in front of him. As his grip tightened even more, Kames whimpers became more in pain and less in pleasure.
"J-Jin," he whispered. "y-your hurting me."
Jin didn't let go until Kame winced in pain. He let go of his grip and pushed Kame hard down on the bed. A small sense of fear hit Kame. Jin promised not to hurt him but he was acting so rough.
A sharp pain suddenly shot up from Kames rear end. "ah!"
He jumped up in surprise but Jin forcefully threw him back down.
"Jin," Kame mumbled. "I-it hurts.."
"it will stop soon." came the gruff reply. Jin then pushed in a second finger into Kames tight hole. Kames hands gripped the already wrinkled bed sheet, gritted his teeth and squeezed his shut. He knew that he should be enjoying this but the pain was overwhelming the pleasure. "J-Jin.." Kames small whispers went unheard. "it hurts... It hurts alot.."
Soon it stopped. Jin slipped out his fingers and leaned back over Kame. "are you ready Kazu?"
There was a pause and Kame nodded gently.
Jin moved forward and caught Kames lips in a soft kiss, destroying all the feeling of pain from Kames mind. He carefully slid his arms under Kames soft thighs and lifted him up a little. Kame trembled a little but somehow Jin didn't seem to notice. He pushed himself close against the younger one, closing any space between them. Jin the steadily entered his hard member into Kames entrance. Kame bucked his hips in surprise, which made Jin enter him further. Kame groaned loudly. Jin looked up and smirked. "somebody's eager." he winked and then started thrusting all the way in. Ragged breaths escaped Kames parted lips. He didn't know how to tell Jin that he wasn't ready for this. He didn't know how to tell Jin that he was innocent. He bit his lips and grabbed at Jin's damp skin as he unwillingly took Jin in fully. Pain wracked his trembling body, but he couldn't make a sound.
"it can't be any worse." he thought to himself as he moaned into the silence. While Jin was busy thrusting and sucking. Kame turned his head to the side. Across from his bed sat a full length mirror. Although the glass had quickly become fogged up with the hot air circling in the room, he could just make out his flushed reflection. He watched for a while, the expressions that his face formed when Jin moved inside him. He didn't make a noise or even a loud breath. Jin was making all the noise, the pleasures moans and the deep breaths. Kame then turned his head back and stared at the ceiling. The pain had dulled. Slowly he shut his eyes. He didn't realise it was over until he heard Jin moan his name loudly and he felt him coat his insides.
Jin collapsed onto Kames damp and marked chest. Both their breathing was uneven and fast.
Kame glanced down at Jin, and a smiled spread across his lips. Even though he didn't enjoy what he and Jin had just done, his heart skipped a beat by just looking at Jin's flushed face. He leaned down and kissed his head.
"I-I love you Jin." he whispered then lay back, stroking Jin's head lovingly. 'maybe next time, I'll enjoy it.' Kame thought dozily to himself. 'I mean, nobody enjoys their first time..'
It was morning when Kame woke to the sound of rustling clothes. He sat up sleepily, a dull pain throbbed at his rear but he ignored it. Jin was hurriedly pulling his jeans on.
"J-Jin?" he asked sleepily. There was no reply until Jin reached the door. He turned at looked at Kame, his eyes fully of disgust.
"what happened between us was a mistake."
And with those parting words Jin left. So that's why he told Kame to cover his eyes when he kissed him... And why he never promised to love him... Kame was just a ...mistake?
Only a single tear fell onto the bed as Kame stared after his 'perfect mistake' .
"M-moshi moshi?" he spoke quietly in Japanese.
From the receiver he could hear a rumble of voices and street noises. No one answered. Just as Kame thought about hanging up, a louder voice than the noises from the rumbling voices was heard. It was a male voice speaking in harsh English.
"This is Kamenashi Kazuya?"
Kame paused for a moment wondering who on earth would be calling him from another country that spoke English. He hardly knew any English people for that matter. He then replied in his best attempt at the language. "yes, this is Kamenashi." he felt his face flush with embarrassment at his accent even though he was sure the man couldn't care less. "w-who is this?"
There was more noises and the sound of a car speeding wildly. The man then replied.
"Your in a band called-" there was a pause then the man replied with a bad pronunciation. " 'Kat-Tun? Is that right?"
" Yes..." Kame replied confused. Why did this English man know about him? Did he have connections to Johnny's? There more noise on the phone then the man yelled loudly a name that Kame didn't quit catch. He stayed silent listening to the street noises disappearing and the echoing footsteps on hollow Walls. His ears picked up voices and he squeezed the phone to his ear tying to hear who was speaking. He couldn't understand the accents they were speaking in but they were all speaking English. Soon Kame spoke. " I'm hanging up now if no body is going to tell me who this is." there was a ruffling noise and then a voice that Kame knew all so well spoke huskily down the phone
" Kame-chan..."
Kame gasped in shock and almost dropped the phone from his hand. " J-Jin!?"
***
Kame stared at his watch. 5:56am. Jin would phone soon, like he did every day. It had became a habit now, Kame getting up at 5:30 just to wait for Jin to call him. The time difference was quit large but at least they could call each other at reasonable times. In America, Jin would be calling at 2pm in the afternoon and it would be at 6am in Japan that Kame would receive the call. But Kame had no idea that the phone call he was waiting on wouldnt come. Kame stared at his phone for a long time but nothing came not even a text. Kame sighed, giving into the fact that Jin wasn't going to call. He hadn't in a week.
' he must be busy.' Kame told himself. But there were rumours going round that Jin had found himself a girlfriend out in America. Obviously no one knew about Jin phoning Kame and Kame didn't want to tell anyone. He just acted like he always had, maybe just a little bit quieter, but everyone had to expect that. His band mate, and best friend had left him to go to America. To start a whole new career. Of course Kame let people think what they want. In a way he was pleased that he was the only one keeping up to date with Jin. And he was the only one Jin called and talked too. It could have been Yamapi, Jin's best friend, which would have made much more sense but no. Jin had chosen Kame over Yamapi, and Kame was grateful for that. But the rumour were starting to get to him. Did Jin just phone him, because he was bored. Whenever he was on the phone, he never sounded happy to be talking to Kame, of even pleased that Kame would actually talk to him after the huge argument they had before he left. It was almost as if Jin forgot it ever happend. And Kame didn't want to be the one to bring it up incase he couldnt speak to Jin again. The truth was, Kame missed Jin, more than he should. He thought about Jin. Thoughts that friends should not have about other friends. He thought about how Jin's body would feel pressed close to Kame's. How Jin's lips would taste if they were to kiss...
He wondered how long it would take before he was madly in love with his ex member. Not long. Not long at all
***
It had been over 2 weeks and Jin still hadn't called. It hurt Kame but he didn't show it. He couldn't show it, nit after everyone thought that he hadnt talked to Jin in so long. But inside he could feel his sadness eating away at him. Did Jin really have a girlfriend? Did he ever really want to have a conversation with Kame? Or was he just a detraction so Jin wouldn't be bored?
These questions taunted Kame everyday, bouncing around in his head, confusing in with his other thoughts. Somedays it was so bad it would keep
him up all night and he would get ill from lack of sleep. This was when the rest of the band began to worry.
"is there something bothering you Kame?" Asked Koki one day when they were all enjoying lunch. Kame looked up from his uneaten sandwich and shocks his head. Koki looked worriedly at him. " you sure? You haven't been eating properly lately..."
"I fine." Kame insisted irritably. " I'm just not hungry."
"...and you've been really quiet lately. What's on your mind?"
"work." Kame lied. He looked at the band, who cast concerned looks at him. " excuse me."
Kame got up from the table and walked away, leaving the others wondering worriedly about him.
Koki sighed watch Kame leave.
"Why is he pushing us away all of a sudden?"
A few days later, Kame received a text from an unknown number.
'meet me on the street nxt 2 JE. I'll B waiting.'
He understood that 'JE' meant 'Johnny's Entertainment' but why would someone want to meet him out in he street? Suddenly a thought crossed his mind. Could it be Jin? He got up from his bed suddenly and changed into the closest clothes he could find. Pulling his old converse on he raced from his bed room and out through the back of the building. He ran quickly through the streets to the place Jin had asked to meet him. But suddenly he came to a halt. What if it's not Jin? Puffing out of breath Kame stood for a while his leg trembling. He looked up and around at the empty street. Not a single person was there, not even a car drove past. Kame shivered from the cold night air under his thin jumper. He wrapped his arms around his torso to try and keep warm. Slowly the realisation hit him. How could Jin be texting him to meet up if he was in America. A sudden anger welled up in Kame's chest. An anger at himself for being for being so wrapped up in thoughts of Jin.
Tears of anger slowly escaped his eyes and raced down his cheeks. He wiped them away in frustration but they didn't stop.
"Why am I such an idiot?!" Kame mumbled to himself as he continued to wipe away the ever flowing tears. "what the hell am I doing here."
"I thought you were here to see me."
Kame froze as a strong arm wrapped around his shoulders. He turned and was confronted by the image he was hoping to see for so long. Jin smiled softly at him, and moved his damp fringe away from his pale face. "Whats wrong mm?"
Just hearing Jin's voice again made Kame's tears increase.
"J-J-Jin... Nnggh." Kame covered his face with his hands. He didn't want Jin to see him cry. Jin didn't say anything. To Kame's surprise he pulled him close and held him tightly, swaying gently.
"hey Kazuya... Come on, I didn't come to see you cry. Infact I didnt think you even cried." Jin's attempt to lighten the mood didn't work well, but Kame smiled up at him anyway. "w-what are you d-doing here?"
Jin put his finger to his lips and smiled. "shh. No one knows I'm here. I came here just to see you. I missed you Kazuya."
Kame wiped his eyes again and this time smiled for real. Jin really missed him. He did care about him after all. "I missed y-you too Jin." Kame stood closer to the taller man, cuddling in softly to his chest. Jin wrapped his arms round him again and leaned his head in Kame's shoulder. Kame shivered and hugged into Jin more, trying to hold on to body heat. Jin chuckled lightly. "your cold. Come on, I'll take you back to the hotel." Jin let go of Kame and began to walk away. Kame hesitated to follow. Jin stopped and turned. "are you coming?"
Kame chewed on his lip. " I don't know Jin... I'm not even supposed to leave the building. I'll get in trouble if they find out ive even left right now..."
Jin stared at him with a look that made Kame draw back. He slowly began walking towards him. "Do you still listen to everything they tell you?" Jin sniffed irritably. He walked past Kame and down the street. When Kame hesitated again Jin sighed and spun on his heel. "well? are we going back or not?"
Kame tipped his head confused. "Back where?"
Jin rolled his eyes and glared at Kame. " where do you think! your room? Or am I not allowed there either?"
Kame looked at Jin, trying to hide that he was hurt a little by the way Jin was speaking to him, he walked to catch up with him.
"So, ah! How is America?" Kame broke the silence.
Jin merely shrugged. "Same as here really, big buildings and lots of people."
Kame nodded. Then a thought rose up in his mind.
"w-what about the girls?"
Jin shot him a puzzled look. "Girls?"
Kame nodded again. "yeah, what are they like?"
"uh, y'know, girly?"
Kame laughed and Jin smiled.
"why? Are you jealous?"
Kame's laughing stop and he Coughed.
"n-no! I was just wondering!"
But in his head Kame knew that his jealousy was almost brimming over. They began walking in silence until they reached the edge of the street. The building stood dauntingly in the dark and Kame gulped. "if anyone sees you Jin, we'll both be in big trouble... We'll have took sneak in through the staff door.."
Kame chewed his lip again thinking out his plan. He only realised that Jin was staring at him when he glanced over. His face suddenly flushed red. "w-what?"
Jin smiled. "your cute when you do that."
Kame beamed bright red and he looked down. "okay Jin, I'll go in first and you follow me. I'll warn you if anyone is there..."
Suddenly Jin grabbed Kame's arm. Kame looked at him and blinked. "hm?"
Jin smiled softly. "cover your eyes Kazuya."
Kame furrowed his eyebrows in confusion but obediently but his hands over his eyes. Nothing happened at first, but then something soft brushed Kame's cold lips. He flinched back but strong hands caught hold of him and pushed his lips into others. Kame realised then what was going on. Jin kissed Kame passionately, move his lips in sinc
With his. Kame could feel Jin's hot breath as the kisses grew deeper and more urgent. A small moan rose up in Kame's throat which made Jin shiver in excitement.
Jin held Kame close, their bodies in close contact. Kame suddenly smiled into the kiss. Jin felt soft but still strong. Just the way he thought he would feel.
A while later Jin's warm lips left Kame's now moist and needy lips.
"now," Jin voice was husky and sexy. "Are we going? Ah, and you can take your hands down now." he giggled lightly. Kame blushed a little and lowered his hands. Jin smiled and gestured to the building. Kame stood for a moment then nodded and turned and walked with Jin towards the building.
Kame pushed the staff door open and looked around. The lights were off and no body could be seen. Kame took a deep breath and quietly tip-toed across the tiled floor. Reaching the stairs, Kame turned and gestured to Jin to follow. Jin followed Kame, walking with his hand in his pocket. "Kame, we don't have to sneak around like we're robbing the place."
Kame sighed and took Jin up the stairs to the rooms. Jin glanced around at his surroundings. "Not changed much has it?"
Kame chuckled. "you've not been away that long y'know."
"heh that's true."
They walked along in silence until they reached Kame's room door.
Kame glanced around again, making entirely sure nobody was watching, the open his door and ushered Jin inside, closing it quickly behind him. He leaned against it breathed out a sigh of relief. Jin sat down on Kame's bed eyeing him up. Kame smiled and moved slowly to sit beside him.
"y'know it's good to see you Jin." he paused and then mumbled quietly. "sorry for everything I said before you left..."
Jin laughed and laid a hand in Kame's shoulder. "what done is done Kazu, can't change anything now, so don't worry. I knew you were just angry.."
"But I shouldn't have been!" Kame protested. " I should be happy for you instead of acting like a little bitch."
Jin sniggered loudly at Kame's comment then looked at him seriously. "do you want to make it up to me then?"
Kame nodded. "yeah, what would you like to do? We could go to the cinema or out drinking, I'll pay."
Jin shook his head. "can I choose?"
"of course."
A smirk spread across Jin's face as he suddenly pushed Kame back a little. Kame blinked in shock.
"J-Jin? What-"
"oh come on Kame. Do you think you are going to forget about our little kiss that easily."
Kame stared at him. The truth was Kame was just going pass the kiss off as nothing but a one off. Seen as Jin hadn't seen him in so long. But Jin had other ideas. "Kame-chan, sleep with me."
Kame coughed and looked at him wide eyed.
"wh-what!?"
Jin's smirk grew as he pushed Kame down further into his bed. "Sleep with me Kazuya."
Suddenly Jin crushed Kame's lips with his, forcing his tongue forcefully into Kame's mouth, roaming around blissfully. Kame moaned in shock but also in pleasure. Jin pressed his weight down onto Kame, moving himself in between the smaller's legs. Kame clutched at Jin's open jacket as he fought Jin's Tongue with his own, also pressing himself against Jin's hard muscular torso. Jin broke the kiss with a gasp for breath and lowers his head to Kame's flushed face.
"will you? Kazuya?"
A tiny nod from Kame was all that he needed. Jin was soon trailing off his jacket and shirt throwing them onto Kame's floor. He Lifted up Kame's thin jumper, trailing his eyes along the fit naked torso underneath him. Kame shivered in the cold, goosebumps rising over his skin. Jin smirked, lowered his head and began kissing up Kames stomach to his chest where he paused and looked at his uke. Kame was breathing heavily and watching him with a slight tremble of fear. Jin reached up and rested a hand on his face.
"Kazuya, please don't be scared." he stroked his thumb across Kame's cheekbone softly. "I'd never hurt you." his voice was now a reassuring whisper. "I promise."
Kame nodded breathlessly. Jin nodded and removed his hand from his face. "tell me stop if you want me too." Jin stated.
Kame nodded again.
Jin then lowered his head down and secured his mouth over Kame's right nipple and began sucking it gently. Even the softness made Kame groan and run his fingers through Jin's hair. "aah! J-Jin!" Jin circled his tongue around the nipple then across it, making Kame buck his hips to Jin's groaning softly. After it was hard , Jin released it and began licking down slowly to Kames stomach, leaving a light trail of saliva. When he reached his stomach he planted small kisses across it. Kame shivered and stroked Jin's hair.
Jin looked up at him again. "okay Kame if your really don't want to do this, tell me now."
Kame went silent for a moment, then sat up, looking Jin straight in the eye.
"I... I want to do this. I want you to fuck me."
Jin reared back a little and shook his head. "Kame, I would never," he screwed his nose up. "'Fuck you'...
I'll sleep with you. I'll have sex with you. But will never fuck you."
Everything was silent for a moment.
"will you... Make love with me?"
Another silence but this time it wasn't filled. Jin didn't reply with words but with action. He suddenly grabbed Kames growing erection and pumped it hard. Kame fell back and groaned loudly. "Ahhhh!"
Jin then franticly pulled down Kame's jeans and boxers in one fluent motion and threw them on the ground, revealing Kames length. Jin then put his hands under Kames legs and held them up a little.
With out warning, he swallowed Kames member wholly into his warm, moist mouth and sucked hard.
Kame grabbed the sheets and moaned Jin's name as he felt his member growing ever harder in Jin's wet mouth. Suddenly Kame almost choked as he felt Jin's Tongue join in, licking from the shaft to the head then continued to suck madly. Kame gasped.
"Jin! I-I Ahhhh! I'm gonna..."
Suddenly Jin stopped and pinned Kame down, licking his lips.
"no. I won't let you yet." he smirked and pushes his groin against his. Kame gasped and stared at Jin, his hair stuck to his damp forehead and his breath uneven. Was this really happening?
Jin sat up and began to undo his belt. He slipped his jeans and boxers off, revealing his essential.
Kame couldn't help but look, and blush harder. He had seen Jin naked before, in showers an changing rooms, but never intimately. He leaned up and kissed Jin's eager lips. Jin returned it by biting down on Kames lip. It gave him a shiver of pleasure as Kames whimpers echoed around the silent room.
"mm, Kame." Jin moaned leaning down over him. " I want you, now."
Kame wrapped his arms around Jin's neck and nuzzled him. "I want you to have me." he murmured. Jin grabbed Kames chin and held it tight causing Kame to whimper again. He pushed his head away from his neck and held his face in front of him. As his grip tightened even more, Kames whimpers became more in pain and less in pleasure.
"J-Jin," he whispered. "y-your hurting me."
Jin didn't let go until Kame winced in pain. He let go of his grip and pushed Kame hard down on the bed. A small sense of fear hit Kame. Jin promised not to hurt him but he was acting so rough.
A sharp pain suddenly shot up from Kames rear end. "ah!"
He jumped up in surprise but Jin forcefully threw him back down.
"Jin," Kame mumbled. "I-it hurts.."
"it will stop soon." came the gruff reply. Jin then pushed in a second finger into Kames tight hole. Kames hands gripped the already wrinkled bed sheet, gritted his teeth and squeezed his shut. He knew that he should be enjoying this but the pain was overwhelming the pleasure. "J-Jin.." Kames small whispers went unheard. "it hurts... It hurts alot.."
Soon it stopped. Jin slipped out his fingers and leaned back over Kame. "are you ready Kazu?"
There was a pause and Kame nodded gently.
Jin moved forward and caught Kames lips in a soft kiss, destroying all the feeling of pain from Kames mind. He carefully slid his arms under Kames soft thighs and lifted him up a little. Kame trembled a little but somehow Jin didn't seem to notice. He pushed himself close against the younger one, closing any space between them. Jin the steadily entered his hard member into Kames entrance. Kame bucked his hips in surprise, which made Jin enter him further. Kame groaned loudly. Jin looked up and smirked. "somebody's eager." he winked and then started thrusting all the way in. Ragged breaths escaped Kames parted lips. He didn't know how to tell Jin that he wasn't ready for this. He didn't know how to tell Jin that he was innocent. He bit his lips and grabbed at Jin's damp skin as he unwillingly took Jin in fully. Pain wracked his trembling body, but he couldn't make a sound.
"it can't be any worse." he thought to himself as he moaned into the silence. While Jin was busy thrusting and sucking. Kame turned his head to the side. Across from his bed sat a full length mirror. Although the glass had quickly become fogged up with the hot air circling in the room, he could just make out his flushed reflection. He watched for a while, the expressions that his face formed when Jin moved inside him. He didn't make a noise or even a loud breath. Jin was making all the noise, the pleasures moans and the deep breaths. Kame then turned his head back and stared at the ceiling. The pain had dulled. Slowly he shut his eyes. He didn't realise it was over until he heard Jin moan his name loudly and he felt him coat his insides.
Jin collapsed onto Kames damp and marked chest. Both their breathing was uneven and fast.
Kame glanced down at Jin, and a smiled spread across his lips. Even though he didn't enjoy what he and Jin had just done, his heart skipped a beat by just looking at Jin's flushed face. He leaned down and kissed his head.
"I-I love you Jin." he whispered then lay back, stroking Jin's head lovingly. 'maybe next time, I'll enjoy it.' Kame thought dozily to himself. 'I mean, nobody enjoys their first time..'
It was morning when Kame woke to the sound of rustling clothes. He sat up sleepily, a dull pain throbbed at his rear but he ignored it. Jin was hurriedly pulling his jeans on.
"J-Jin?" he asked sleepily. There was no reply until Jin reached the door. He turned at looked at Kame, his eyes fully of disgust.
"what happened between us was a mistake."
And with those parting words Jin left. So that's why he told Kame to cover his eyes when he kissed him... And why he never promised to love him... Kame was just a ...mistake?
Only a single tear fell onto the bed as Kame stared after his 'perfect mistake' .