.% The Joys of the Random World
I love being random, I really do. It's such a wonderful feeling, to completely surprise someone with something they never expected you to do or say.
Guys never seem to understand this concept. Yes, it's WONDERFUL when you are all sweet to us on holidays and send us candy on Valentine's day and a bracelet for christmas...but men fail to understand the effect of a corner store rose in a vase next to a Hershey's bar sitting on the kitchen table. It means more than "hey I circled this holiday on the calendar so you get a gift." Instead it means "I was thinking about you and wanted to show you how special you are even though I only had $5 in my pocket." I dont know if every girl is like this, but I certainly know that I am. Don't get me wrong...I enjoy the traditional celebrations of Valentines Day, Anniversaries, Christmas, and other such occasions...but on a random, rainy Friday night five dollars can go a hell of a long way.
I've also realized tonight that I missed my calling on becoming a lawyer. I have absolutely no sympathy for humanity...and that is an excellent quality in a lawyer. Too bad I'm going to teach little brats their colors and which hand is left and right. Gah. Sometimes I shudder to think of doing that the rest of my life...and other times it doesn't seem all that bad. I don't know. I know that I've made up my mind, and that I'm going to be a teacher, it's just so...strange to actually think of me as one of those giddy little elementary teachers. ::gags:: I have no idea what I'm talking about. I guess I'm just frustrated because my friends seem to know what they're doing...and some...even know where they're going. I've been accepted to six schools...and I'm thrilled that colleges actually think that I'm semi-intelligent...but I have no idea where to GO! I am, though, attempting a double major in Secondary English Education & Elementary Education.
Gah...then there's the whole "relationship" thing if I would go to Shippensburg. I don't want him to think that I am going there specifically for him because I wouldn't be. I need to do what everyone else is doing and that is to kind of leave my old self behind for a little while and meet new people and make new friends. After all everyone else gets to...he did...and so should I. I'm not saying that I would never want to see him or hang out with him or eventually 're-date' him...but I don't want to go in there with that mindset. ::sigh:: I don't know.
I want to be romanced.
Take a tip.
Peace, Love and Rollercoasters!
Guys never seem to understand this concept. Yes, it's WONDERFUL when you are all sweet to us on holidays and send us candy on Valentine's day and a bracelet for christmas...but men fail to understand the effect of a corner store rose in a vase next to a Hershey's bar sitting on the kitchen table. It means more than "hey I circled this holiday on the calendar so you get a gift." Instead it means "I was thinking about you and wanted to show you how special you are even though I only had $5 in my pocket." I dont know if every girl is like this, but I certainly know that I am. Don't get me wrong...I enjoy the traditional celebrations of Valentines Day, Anniversaries, Christmas, and other such occasions...but on a random, rainy Friday night five dollars can go a hell of a long way.
I've also realized tonight that I missed my calling on becoming a lawyer. I have absolutely no sympathy for humanity...and that is an excellent quality in a lawyer. Too bad I'm going to teach little brats their colors and which hand is left and right. Gah. Sometimes I shudder to think of doing that the rest of my life...and other times it doesn't seem all that bad. I don't know. I know that I've made up my mind, and that I'm going to be a teacher, it's just so...strange to actually think of me as one of those giddy little elementary teachers. ::gags:: I have no idea what I'm talking about. I guess I'm just frustrated because my friends seem to know what they're doing...and some...even know where they're going. I've been accepted to six schools...and I'm thrilled that colleges actually think that I'm semi-intelligent...but I have no idea where to GO! I am, though, attempting a double major in Secondary English Education & Elementary Education.
Gah...then there's the whole "relationship" thing if I would go to Shippensburg. I don't want him to think that I am going there specifically for him because I wouldn't be. I need to do what everyone else is doing and that is to kind of leave my old self behind for a little while and meet new people and make new friends. After all everyone else gets to...he did...and so should I. I'm not saying that I would never want to see him or hang out with him or eventually 're-date' him...but I don't want to go in there with that mindset. ::sigh:: I don't know.
I want to be romanced.
Take a tip.
Peace, Love and Rollercoasters!