ITS OVER, AND SO IS LIFE

Nov 07, 2004 17:40

last night was pretty much one of the worst nights ever

i cant believe we lost........

i would really like to find the names of the shitty referees and screw with them.
i felt the worst i have in a long time, i seriously cried the whole way home even though i didnt choose to play with the varsity the rest of the year, i still felt a part of the team.

this season wasnt the best one for me, i got hurt, and played in 1 game. i practiced 8 times. it was really bad. but it was still the most fun 5 months of my life. i cant wait until next year.

i saw ike after the game, and he knows what its like because he got hurt this year too. and i wasnt even thinkin of me really not having the best season until i saw ike, and i hugged him and just said" next year man, next year." and thats all that im looking forward to.

i went on the feild after and talked to some of the players, and i thought i felt sad , but i couldnt even imagine how they felt, because they actually played and contributed to the effort that we put out. and i saw t hud, and he was way sad, and i felt bad. even the sophs that just got pulled up at the end of season were crying.

i saw all the seniors crying, and i realized that that was the last time most of them were going to put on a football uniform and play. i noticed captain kellen wasnt even stable enough to shake hands or yet to leave the feild. i cant even imagine the feeling of that being the last football game they are ever gonna play in.

i talked to luke after the game( hes a stud, and he had an amazing year.) and he was so broken up. he just hugged me and said he loved me and i really felt bad after that.

other than that life has been pretty shitty. and ill just end it there
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