Oct 27, 2004 20:57
just got home from THE game. we beat woodinville it was hecka tight, and i got to play way way more than i thought i was going to, but i dont think i played to my potential. and when the game was over that is when it all started.
Firts the coaches started talkin about the end of the season, and i realized that the season was over and i got way sad. then ron( dru's dad) came and started talking about us doint it for dru, and then i suddenly felt a tear roll down my face.
then we had an o line meeting and coach j talked to us about how he loves us, and enjoyed coaching us, and i still felt way sad but it wasnt as bad until we got done and everyone was cleaning up the feild and i knew the season was over but it didnt really seem like it until that point and i started crying again, and then kalley came up and talked to me while i was crying, and she asked me what was wrong , but i couldnt really talk so i felt like a total queer.
whatever make fun of me because i was crying. whatever i dont care because i bet no one knows what its like to work ur ass off to get better, and have ur chance to showcase taken away, and not play all year until the last game.
now im just gonna go to sleep probably