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[spemo]

last thursday, on the 3rd, i was hit by a car. slammed into while i was sitting still. the airbag deployed and i was taken to the hospital strapped to a stretcher in an ambulance. my glasses are destroyed, my car is gone, my face is broken. but i'm alive. i'm thankful, but every time i close my eyes i hear the crash. it was such a solid sound.

i had a much more eloquent post written about this, but the internet ate it and now i'm too anxious to type it out again.

i'm hurting.