year one almost down
I have been incredibly lethargic as of recent. My first year of grad school is almost done and it has kicked my ass more than I could have envisioned it would. Had its upsides, had its downsides. I was close to leaving here because of the psychopathic chair that was running the program, but some exciting opportunities next year and the promise of trying to get rid of this bitch makes it more promising.
I've been offered four designs next year, which is incredibly exciting. Two scene designs: Anna in the Tropics and The Rocky Horror Show (KICK ASS!) and two lighting designs: Omnium Gatherum and a dance piece at the end of next year. I just hope I have the energy for it...which leads back to my lethargy. I just don't want to do anything. I can't work at home, it drives me insane, and I can't get enough motivation to leave the apartment to finish up my final exam project...or to even get a haircut. I think I'm just drained. Too much at once that is finally over and I"m left with one thing...it sucks.
The year has been good for the most part, I met some incredible new friends. The only thing that sucks is that the majority of them are graduating this year or in December of next year and moving off to other places. It's good for them I know, but I'm going to miss the nights at drunken piano =bars with buckets on our heads singing like Eric Cartman at the top our lungs a rendition of Styx's Come Sail Away. But that's life.
It is incredibly rare that I have nightmares anymore. I tend to sleep so hard, so I usually can't remember when they happen. I've been upset about recent events back in Greensboro and highly wish some things were different. My last trip home was incredibly upsetting for me and I'm sure some others. It has been bugging me at constantly since then and I"m wondering if it's some reason for my lethargy. I want things back the way they were. Oh well, that's life.
I've been offered four designs next year, which is incredibly exciting. Two scene designs: Anna in the Tropics and The Rocky Horror Show (KICK ASS!) and two lighting designs: Omnium Gatherum and a dance piece at the end of next year. I just hope I have the energy for it...which leads back to my lethargy. I just don't want to do anything. I can't work at home, it drives me insane, and I can't get enough motivation to leave the apartment to finish up my final exam project...or to even get a haircut. I think I'm just drained. Too much at once that is finally over and I"m left with one thing...it sucks.
The year has been good for the most part, I met some incredible new friends. The only thing that sucks is that the majority of them are graduating this year or in December of next year and moving off to other places. It's good for them I know, but I'm going to miss the nights at drunken piano =bars with buckets on our heads singing like Eric Cartman at the top our lungs a rendition of Styx's Come Sail Away. But that's life.
It is incredibly rare that I have nightmares anymore. I tend to sleep so hard, so I usually can't remember when they happen. I've been upset about recent events back in Greensboro and highly wish some things were different. My last trip home was incredibly upsetting for me and I'm sure some others. It has been bugging me at constantly since then and I"m wondering if it's some reason for my lethargy. I want things back the way they were. Oh well, that's life.