I'm a tough girl.
So I am sitting at my work, killing time before I have to go get my laundry at the laundry mat, then I have to work at 12:30. So yeah, there's no easy way to say this, or whatever, Chris and I broke up, yesterday, I think, but it seemed to me he thought I broke up with him on Saturday. I don't know, I want to be with someone that cares for me, and makes me feel like they care. And if Chris stopped caring about me, than it's the best thing for us to be over. I am not going to lie and say I am not sad, and that I didn't cry, but whatelse can I do, even if he comes back, which I doubt he will, but even so, I can't go back to him, because we're just not good for eachother, no matter how much I wish we were. I am not saying this is all his fault, nor am I going to take all the blame. Towards the end I feel that he and I were too selfish for each other, I wanted changes overnight..and yeah.. I dunno, I don't really want to get in to many details.. but I thought we were ok, and that I was a bitch on SAturday, so I went out and spent $70 on him, a new better silver chain, and a bottle of curve, when I sent him the text that I had something for him, he asked if it was a severed head..damn texting I didn't realize he was somewhat serious, I thought he was joking.. well Jen returned the necklace for me last night, even though I was planning on leaving it at his house tomorrow when I went to get my things, a sweatshirt, earrings, oil, and possibly the xbox games, I dunno though. Ugh. Relationships stink. Lol. Alright when I think my laundry is about ready to be put in a dryer. sigh.