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As I Stare at the Black, neverending horizon of the Abyss. My mind swells with build-up of questions and morals...everytime I inquire something new I loose a memory. Why does my mind full itself with questions but no answers? I'm am left staring into the blackness of the night sky thinking the same question over and over again...Why?...Am i doomed to this life of curiousness foreever? will i ever wake from this nightmare of life? A lone brightlight shines through the cover of blackness...A Light I See A Light...Hope covers my body I reach higher and higher up to the sky. but i'm still to far away...I jump as high as my legs will away take me...I fall...farther and farther away from the light I fall...I fall so far the light dissapears from my sight. I stop hard, bashing into the ground far below the cliff I was standing ontop of. The blood flows from my body, the pain slowly stops as my soul vacates my now forever lifless body....and a lone tear flows from the empty duct of my spectral self...But the questions will forever remain. Tir-Na-Nog will be peacfull yet...
Well today was as ineventfull as yesterday. (pretty boring my day to day life is) I got to say Hi to Delihla again this afternoon and I had a good talk with my manager...though it wastn't the talk i wanted but it will suffice for the time being. right now i'm not in the mood to really talk to anyone and i need to do laundry. I had David here erlier trying to explain a new game to me when I was watching the TV and trying to write this entry ( I can ussaly do more then one thing at a time but tonight I just didn't want to concentrate on anything but my writing) now I have MJ and David here...but I guess I have to get used to things I just don't like (just as everybody should) I need to find a place in a park some where that no one can bother me...well at least one that I won't get into trouble for being at after eleven o-clock. (Manda and Phoenix can relate to that story) I guess I might need sleep so I think I will sleep...goodnight!
And yes I do know my spelling is bad :)...thank you Phoenix :) :)
Well today was as ineventfull as yesterday. (pretty boring my day to day life is) I got to say Hi to Delihla again this afternoon and I had a good talk with my manager...though it wastn't the talk i wanted but it will suffice for the time being. right now i'm not in the mood to really talk to anyone and i need to do laundry. I had David here erlier trying to explain a new game to me when I was watching the TV and trying to write this entry ( I can ussaly do more then one thing at a time but tonight I just didn't want to concentrate on anything but my writing) now I have MJ and David here...but I guess I have to get used to things I just don't like (just as everybody should) I need to find a place in a park some where that no one can bother me...well at least one that I won't get into trouble for being at after eleven o-clock. (Manda and Phoenix can relate to that story) I guess I might need sleep so I think I will sleep...goodnight!
And yes I do know my spelling is bad :)...thank you Phoenix :) :)